got name in first merit list, anyone can tell what to do next after payment like what will be the next procedure, i haven't done the payment but just want to know the procedure..........
if anyone can help, most welcome
today my parents checked my locker when i was not at home and they found all my poems, letter and diary which we both write for each other we were happy together but somewhere we both were focusing on career first so we decided that we will never reveal about us to anyone and will keep everything just between us so everything going good, we were together for almost 2 year but today after my parents find about it and numer of questions asked from me and they give one only one option to choose between them and my GF, now they are just targeting my emotions by saying to leave her if i want to stay with them, i m an only child
and just join my first job (2 months ago) & i was quiet happy that now i dont have to ask for money and will stay independent and will make sure about happiness with my GF, she was more happy than me when she got to know that i am working now though my salary is not that good but its fine, so coming back to actual thing now my parents are playing emotional card telling me about what society will say to them
" tum apne bachhe ko sambhal nhi paye " and " humne terko ye sikhaya hai " and they also said that ki if you keep continue this r'ship with her then we will might do something that cost you very hard....
just for the heat of that moment i said them ki " jaisa aap kaho mai vaisa hi karta hu, mai ab usse nhi milunga " i said this and they demand to burn all the letter , diary , and poems that I & her wrote.
it was very painful for me to do so, aisa lag rha tha ki mai uski saari yaadien jala rha hu literally i was just at the edge of crying so hard but my parents , i never expected this from them,
she doesnt know about anything and i am confused that how will i tell her this,
everything is just feels like shattered into pieces, it feeels like i betrayed with my own feeling and with her too.
today my parents checked my locker when i was not at home and they found all my poems, letter and diary which we both write for each other we were happy together but somewhere we both were focusing on career first so we decided that we will never reveal about us to anyone and will keep everything just between us so everything going good, we were together for almost 2 year but today after my parents find about it and numer of questions asked from me and they give one only one option to choose between them and my GF, now they are just targeting my emotions by saying to leave her if i want to stay with them, i m an only child
and just join my first job (2 months ago) & i was quiet happy that now i dont have to ask for money and will stay independent and will make sure about happiness with my GF, she was more happy than me when she got to know that i am working now though my salary is not that good but its fine, so coming back to actual thing now my parents are playing emotional card telling me about what society will say to them
" tum apne bachhe ko sambhal nhi paye " and " humne terko ye sikhaya hai " and they also said that ki if you keep continue this r'ship with her then we will might do something that cost you very hard....
just for the heat of that moment i said them ki " jaisa aap kaho mai vaisa hi karta hu, mai ab usse nhi milunga " i said this and they demand to burn all the letter , diary , and poems that I & her wrote.
it was very painful for me to do so, aisa lag rha tha ki mai uski saari yaadien jala rha hu literally i was just at the edge of crying so hard but my parents , i never expected this from them,
she doesnt know about anything and i am confused that how will i tell her this,
everything is just feels like shattered into pieces, it feeels like i betrayed with my own feeling and with her too.
i just want to ask that till when sol du mba merit list will come ???????????????//
like i am 24yrl old but still i have to ask every single thing b4 i do anything..... its too frustrating, and my parents wont let me take any job out of my state as they say that i m not mature enough to live alone. tbh earlier i have been to too many places alone or with friends and that too sometime out of my state after lieing to them and they dont know about it and this is somewhere affecting my relationship alot.... anyone can help me out to face or get out of this situation............
can anyone share material for uppcs. pls pls
or
suggestion, from where can i prepare( i m not an upsc aspirant)
pls help
thinking to taking admission in online mba, any suggestions or advise or better online mba option. i just wanted the degree nothing else. help guys pls