u/sayselle

Men know what they’re doing! Just saying..

More like, out this fucking place, please.

Some are in it to hit it.

Central Standard Time or simply SIX AM.

Better Than You

Stubborn is the ordeal.
So why endure?
To find a new broad,
Girl next door?

Believe that true,
Let the fool become you.
“She’s perfect!”, he states.
“Have fun with that”, I say.

When you realize far late,
her beauty was pure fake.
That baby in her tummy,
Well, was all on you, mate.

Hook line and sinker, sink.
Now you’ve set your fate.
Don’t ever say I didn’t say.
Things would end this way.

- Elle Says

It’s just the straight thug in me

And accept it was never as thought.

Never was it to lose anyone, did.

Edit: No edits. Just throwing this out.

Denied settlement offer. 🤷🏻‍♀️📜✍️
Did point to two things I wanted perspective on. Thanks! Love seven words! Dare not venture off (especially to bitter 3 words 😱)

How we see people, places, and things.

You really hurt me and I didn’t know how to deal with it. I understood we weren’t together. But I felt you strung me along and kept me there. Like how you used to say, I don’t want to be on the back burner. That was exactly how you made me feel. You have no idea how many tears I’ve shed for you. And I don’t know how you can go on with your life like I was nothing.

That is the saddest of it all. You never deserved me. I hope you find the perfection you are looking for. That’s what I told you and maybe it’s true.

Remember, I am not your exes or anyone you dated before. I am my own person. Never compare me. Please look to God for your answers. But don’t use him as an excuse not to address your real life issues. Because in fact, I became a part of your real life. I am a real person. I have felt your body and touched your soul and you mine. I don’t need to go into detail being physically together. And I do think that’s a huge factor right now and why I’ve been all the more sad since last week. Because I know how it will reconnect us.

Don’t go into that phase you did last time and just address everything head on. Addressing societal abnormalities are not sin. Like I don’t know how to get you through that in your mind. But I know you grew up in a small town.

The truth is, I love you more than anyone I’ve ever met in my life. Meeting you for the first time was cliché and magical. But it is something I don’t want to lose so quickly and so stupidly. And that’s what I feel like the both of us are doing. Each in a different way. We are so much alike and so much different. But together completing each other. There’s a lot we could do together if only each each other could let it be and stop fighting it when the other is for it. That seems to be the issue.

As you say, you know me well guess what, I know you. I know what bothers you. I know what responsibilities you have. I know that you think that you are saving me from some type of disappointment from you because you cannot give me what I want right now. But the thing is you can. Stop making excuses for everything or you’re going to end up, losing out on happiness in life and you will end up settling. Stop thinking I’m like other people you’ve met because I’m not like anyone anyone has met. I am weird. I am awkward. I am confident. I am so insecure. I am everything that should not be. I am a conundrum. I am ME. Just as EVERYONE IS!!! No such thing as type. Just as you are. Neither is simple. Nothing about this is simple. I just wish we could be on the same wavelength again and stop all this stuff. And just talk normal without any seriousness. No expectations.

I don’t want anyone else. I don’t want anything right now. I just want you in my life. That’s it we can cut everything else to the side for right now. And that’s the last I’ll say.

I know I told you to block me and you did so I can’t send this, but if I could, I don’t think I would but regardless whatever.

Let’s do some living, after we die.

Hung up soon after sounds of silence.