u/selskiytualet

im 19 (f) yet i still feel like im a child, i never got to try anything people my age try (alcohol, parties, or even going out with friends), i cant make decisions of my own, cant stand up for myself, and even deep inside.. all i want is someone to protect me and decide for me, idk :/

This is kind of a vent but i need to get it off my chest, i am so sick of everything in today's world, the media and governments are always trying to erase God and normalize blasphemy yet you get called names AND can go to prison if you disagree with woke opinions concerning the lgbt community, a wife's submission to her husband is seen as bad, a man's submission to God is seen as a joke. I wish God would come back right now but i know we have to wait

Asking for equal rights in a world with a natural hierarchy can only lead to its collapse, i mean look at women today, half of them think misandry is silly and okay and that they should be entitled to the same rights as men. So yeah as a woman i recognize that feminism sucks and so does every self proclaimed "feminist"

And I'm not even talking about the classic "petite" body with a small waist and relatively some hips, I'm talking about the completely boxy no waist no hips and barely any bust petite, I feel like petite representation overall is very limited nowadays in general but that type I just described is never seen lol

its like whatever i do its not enough, ive done things i would have never thought id ever do just to be loved and yeah it was all worthles/ i hope i could just disappear and forget about all those dumb things but it wouldnt erase my need to be wanted so yea ig i should just d1e