i get unnecessarily jealous/mad when people get into my interests
i DON’T want to feel this way at all. i don’t know what do to. when my friends want to get into the same music i like, same hobbies, or same style as me. i don’t like having these feelings. i don’t tell my friends to not get into them or anything, i encourage it because why would i act on these feelings? however, i hate feeling them. i don’t know what to do.
i think this is a subconscious thing, i don’t feel truly good at anything, and i’m scared to see my friends have a better understanding of my hobbies, style, and shit like that. all of this has been internal but i’m afraid if i do nothing about it i will eventually burst.