u/sorachi64

Honestly, I've always felt alone, but now that I'm in college I think things just got worse. I barely talk to anyone, only few people that I already know, but I never can talk about my feelings

Talking about my emotions have always been so difficult for me, that makes me feel so sad. I live on a paradox that what I only want is to be vulnerable and show my emotions to someone but it makes me so angry when I do. I wanna be able to cry without thinking I'm a burden to everyone, I don't want to think that I'm just seeking attetion. I want to be able to cry in somebody's arms, is that so much to ask? Why can't I cry and show to someone how I feel?

There were few people that I shared my feelings with, unfortunately, all those people are not my friends anymore. I feel so bad because I feel like I'm only using people to my own benefit, only want them to make me feel better about myself. I'm tired of always being left alone

I just wanna be seen, but that makes me so angry

Honestly, I've always felt alone, but now that I'm in college I think things just got worse. I barely talk to anyone, only few people that I already know, but I never can talk about my feelings

Talking about my emotions have always been so difficult for me, that makes me feel so sad. I live on a paradox that what I only want is to be vulnerable and show my emotions to someone but it makes me so angry when I do. I wanna be able to cry without thinking I'm a burden to everyone, I don't want to think that I'm just seeking attetion. I want to be able to cry in somebody's arms, is that so much to ask? Why can't I cry and show to someone how I feel?

There were few people that I shared my feelings with, unfortunately, all those people are not my friends anymore. I feel so bad because I feel like I'm only using people to my own benefit, only want them to make me feel better about myself. I'm tired of always being left alone

I just wanna be seen, but that makes me so angry