u/spadeslove1

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Im on disability struggle alot sad and feel like everyone abandoned me, I Live alone and I said I have no life to live anymore and about to give up , then I walked by a close church going to library and heard them singing and having a good time, I said why not I walked in the doors and everyone welcomed me it felt good I loved the singing and preaching, and I went back few more times it was so enjoyable, then I asked to be saved and was baptized and wow I never felt so happy like I got a new life to live, I have been doing much better and some my health has improved and even though I'm alone I allways have God With Me, I celebrate almost everyday my new life and help others when I can, and that church and the people welcomed me that was a plan for me, Im not perfect never will be but I try and I do much better than in the past, I dont blame others for things thats my caught no more, I use to be mad at the world I like hated everyone cause they hated me or I thought so anyways, now I see small improvements to my health my happiness, and I'm more in the spirit of God, people see the difference and offer me help now and never did before, but they see the brightness and love and kindness in me now so they all treat me the same, I say never give up as I was ready too, there's alot of love and caring people in the world, they just waiting on the same back, good karma and bad karma, and now I have mostly all good karma, thank you God For Saving Me And bringing me into the kingdom of God's family, now I have billions of Brothers and sisters in christ. Love you all and hope you like my post. God Bless You All