Okayy so as V idk why but having a cat give me euphoria cuz I self-canon that im a cat person & sparky is like a cat (I also kin sparky so I can 100% sparky its true)
I feel like i would 100% being a kitty home without telling lizzy & the cat would follow her everywhere even if she hate it >:3
(Also thinking about lizzy make me happy)
-V
dont get me wrong, im happy i kin scratch & kit but kinda wasnt expectin to have a shift as scratch when i wasnt even a kinsider :>
Im new to the sub but ive joined cuz why not looking for people like me ? :>
okay ive make a google doc if yall wana use it for alterhuman/kin term ! also dont forgot to make sur we dont see your real name (if u dont want too) cuz on the google doc it can show your user :>
so in short, what is this doc for, well its to write down term & description of alterhuman (more about kin tho)
yall write in it, add more doc & even add term that you had create for yousef if u wana share it with people !
all that we ask is that on the -signature- page you put the user/name you use so we can know who had participated ! also add a emoji of your choice !
-DarkXwolf17
okay ! so i had a idea ! i was thinking about making a google doc (or else idk yet) where yall can interact/write in it the term & it description, then also a place where you can write the term YOU use that aint consider as a term in the comunity cuz you made it for youself !
should i make it?
(if i do it ill save it so if smth append ill have it saved in my pc)
-DarkXwolf17
(usualy uncomfortable with double but for this question it'll be okay since i wana know)
okayy so i kin uzi & V & both r in my strongest id but there is one thing that idk why it remind me of oil taste! its apple juice, aple juice remind me of oil & it give me sm euphoria ! but like wdym for me the taste is the same ? like how do i remember smth taste/smell,
so, my question is, who else have smell/taste memories like this?
-darkXwolf17
okay so, i can't have empathi for irl human, i mean, yes i can but its only for few people like my brther & some people that i care about, otherwise idc about what apend to people, like one of my friends try to killed herself & i just didnt cared when she told it to me, like it was just a uncomfortable conversation liek can we talk about smth else i dont really care about what u do, or one of my online friend that told me he wanted to do it, ofc he know that i have dificult to care about people so its why he told me (that's waht he said tho) so i just told that if he really want to end it up i wont stop him but i told him that some peoople care for him so to make sur its really waht he want, i also have mroe thing like this that make me feel that im not normal, like a guy in my classroom that i hate got hit by a car, i dont want him to die, but, i laught, its the karma for all the shit he had done ig, i also have more thing that make me feel like im not normal but i dont want to write too much so i wont tell all of them, but yeah, we are okay to say tha tits not normal? is it or im just weird??
also just to make it clear, i dont want my friend to die but i just can't show that i dont want them to die cuz i also feel like i don't care, the feeling is really weird i can't explain it
Frist pic: Jason Dean from Heather
2nd pic: himiko toga from mha
Like Heather is my fav movie I dont want to kin somone from this movie :/
Also i dont like mha so I dont want to re-watch it to kinfirmed..
-Darkxwolf17
Okay so frist bigggg hear me out & yeah I think its kinfirmed, idk if i kin her or just really love her, the feeling is confused, maybe I do both? But.. wdym ill yumeship with myself ? Ik some kin yumeship themselves so ig its okay? Also its like half kinfirmed(?) Maybe the episode will help me kinfirmed? Fr i dont want to have more kin.. I already have so many :'>
But im 90% sure its a kin
- Darkxwolf17
I frist was scared to read the last 5 chapter of oshi no ko cuz I knew smth bad would've apend but not this.. I just cried all night & had a panick attack.. i just feel sick as if I needed to trow up cuz of this.
I feel so bad... I feel like everything is my fault if I was there it would've never happened.. I have this fcking feeling in my chest that just feel like a pressure when I think of this I hate the feeling of I could've change what happened if I was there..
Anyway.. that was my vent, sry to bother yall with this !
-ruby oshino ✨️
Haiii ! Ruby oshino there ! (I have the same name as my dog yay!!!) Also uhhh I gotta say I onyl see aqua/doctor in a platonic way even if in the anime / manga its seems to be romantic (I still joke about behing aqua/doctor wife but as joke!!!) 😭 prob in my main kin & prob a perma shift (say prob cuz i alway perma shift for few day when I kinfirmed) but it make few year i'm in the Kinsidering well its kinfirmed ! Im ruby oshino ! Also next to my other kins my memory aint blurry ! (For most of them) I also still want my revenge on my "father" & have huge respect for miyako <3
If yall have question ama ! I will respond :>
- ruby oshino ! ✨️
Every time i realsie the episode come out soon i almost panick / have a pnaixk attack cause by a jax shift cuz im scared ill abstract, like last time ive realise i might abstract ive stayed in my closet for few hours the door close just cuz i was scared to abstract & that it is a safe place for me
Double if you have the same experience as me plsss interact!
- jax
I hate so much having more then 2 shift at the same time !!! Im alway in a permanent shift of all my kin like I am my kin i always am but just sometimes some shift are stronger but it amme 3 days im in a constant shift as marcy & luz
Rn i have 4 shift at the same time. Marcy, luz, vee & jax, i hate this so much like it feel so weird not even my body & i still can feel the hurt where I did get >!stab!< , my shift as marcy is the strongest, also, double pls dni cuz of dysphoria i rather not talk too much with double rn <!3
Baiii
if yes i might talk about my oc since i kin him & he's from tadc :3
~ 𝓹𝓵𝓾𝓶𝓮𝓼
