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I live with my toxic single mom. I am a son.
Every time she talks to me or if I talk to her, She always talks something negative about someone else or says something negative about me.
Never anything positive.
Always Critical. She always try to make me feel like I am small.
The Other Day some of my relatives came over and when my mom went out of the room, I broke down crying and telling them how toxic my mom is and guess what they responded with:
"She is Your Mother. The Bible says to Honor Your Parents."
If I had enough money to move out, I would have moved out a million years ago.
My Question is,
Suppose I do Move Out, I feel guilty for leaving her alone. She does not take care of her health and is slowly becoming deaf. She says her Health got ruined because of the stress I give her - of which i don't know how I am giving her stress. I don't shout or talk to her negatively or abuse her. She is the one that always shouts and abuses me with negative words all the time.
How do I stop feeling guilty of leaving my mom and becoming independent on my own?
If I go no contact, as I did once before, She would send the police after me.
My dads still alive and my parents are separated. My dads an absent father.
P.S. I live in an Eastern Country where even the Police would say things like "SHE IS YOUR MOTHER AFTER ALL".