u/subripuitibi

https://www.reddit.com/r/FTMMen/s/41mLIt6cA5

I was really wondering what that hell of a thing "love you with my head, but not with my heart" meant. I asked him. He said it is inexplicable. I asked him directly if it meant he was not sexually attracted to me. He said "It might have been one of the reasons". I asked if that meant he did not like my body and just thought that he can put up with it. He said "Yes". Funny. He then started saying something about that not everyone is like him, "I really want you to be happy", "You are such a wonderful person" and all that. Really strange: we had sex just like two men, he never seemed displeased. But whatever. I always knew gay men would never find me attractive, I guess it was just a little painful to get this hope for my future and then to lose it. He then started saying things like maybe relationship is just not for him, maybe he fell in love with someone else. Or maybe "let's just pretend I never gave any explanation?" But I feel like it's just pathetic to say it after he told me the real reason.

The only thing that still bothers me is why I don't feel anything? But I know even this will pass.

Всем привет. Я транс-парень, около года преподаю английский, но сталкиваюсь с кучей проблем из-за неправильных документов.

И мне тут подкинули идею поискать учеников среди транс сообщества, поэтому вопрос: есть ли какие-то группы/чаты квир людей, в которых, например, учитель может предложить свои услуги?

Ну и если вдруг здесь есть желающие недорого позаниматься английским, то милости прошу. Ещё преподаю английскую литературу, если это кому-то интересно.