u/suggabunny

I’m sorry yall i just need to vent because clearly getting a hold of someone is impossible. I understand the call volume is not in their control and they are doing their best but this is just ridiculous. It wasn’t nearly this chaotic and disorganized when I started my freshman year.

For the last two weeks I have been sent on a wild goose chase because everytime I speak to someone I get a different answer-IF IM EVEN ABLE to get a hold of someone that is. I was just on hold for 5 hours and when I finally get a hold of someone, they escalate my call to a specialist and I remain on hold for another hour only to get hung up on. Now I’m on the phone again waiting with the queue position 89 and probably not gonna be able to talk to anyone because it’s already too late in the day.

Last week I went through the same thing, called three times, waited on hold for hours only to ask one quick question: when the SAP appeal opens up so I can upload my documents only to be told every time “it opens up sometime this week, idk what day.” Well imagine my surprise when I wake up to an email disqualifying my SAP appeal, I wasn’t even able to upload my supporting documents so now I’m back to square one. I’m just so frustrated idk what to do because clearly I can’t get a hold of anyone. I’m going through all of this probably to only be told “try again next semester” which is exactly what happened to me LAST semester.

I’m so close to finishing my AA but it’s being prolonged because I just can’t get over this hurdle, I seriously feel like transferring somewhere else just to finish it because this is ridiculous.

So despite me having high Sawyer points and started off hating him, I do very much love his character standing alone, Sawyer as a character has the most depth and development and although I find him pathetic at times I do think his reasoning behind it is valid to a point.

Nothing justifies Sawyers cruel treatment of Cerise, I understand he was dealt w a really shitty circumstance where he was pulled away from the woman he loved and forced to be w someone else. I also feel like Sawyer is the pinnacle of everything and everyone, I would go as far to say that SAWYER is the main character and not Cerise. Every character has something to do w him in some aspect.

Anyway, it seems like Cerise’s main motivating factor for her revenge is because she THINKS Sawyer tried to have her killed while she was pregnant, which we all know is not true. I think the cheating is a part of it too and it is what lead her to this conclusion but this murder plot is what’s driving her. I really did not predict she was going to take it this far however, using Sawyer’s dead mother to push out a false or misleading narrative, something that could get Sawyer, Sandy, Julie all imprisoned, sued, lose everything, etc. not only that but girl… do you not realize that if that letter you forged is proven to be falsified by you that there are some extreme consequences you could face as well? Idk the law student in me is popping out but I don’t think Cerise fully fool proofed this plan as much as she thinks she did. I just hope she covered her tracks well. It seems like she did.

ANYWAYS, the point now, I think this revenge is overkill which is CRAZY because I wanted to beat tf outta Sawyer during season 1. Im more of a “let’s run a fade to get it out of our system and move on” type of gal but now I am side eying Cerise, especially after all the conniving and selfish things she’s done to the people around her, like Sophie for example. I know there are 3 endings but how tf is Sawyer gonna forgive Cerise for this? He cheated, and it is wrong, but Cerise got her get back, I feel like Cerise involving Valerie is really where she is overstepping I wonder how a happy ending w Sawyer is gonna play out bc damn Cerise just lit an entire forest on fire. Charlie really knows how to redeem a character cause man Sawyer is going THROUGH it right now.

And the craziest part is she’s doing all of this for nothing.. because Sawyer didn’t try to kill her. The guilt she’s gonna feel when she comes to that realization is going to hit her like a train, then reverse, hit her again and flatten her out.

Excuse me while I nerd out on dragons. Shoutout to Caraxes actor (lol) bc he is killing it this season, but honestly Caraxes never had a bad portrayal *Dreamfyre*. The show is doing a fantastic job of showing how much of an absolute beast Caraxes is. he’s tactical, he’s skilled at combat, he’s quick and agile and very intelligent even while in combat. And I also love seeing how dragons w different body anatomy can have certain advantages, his long slender body makes him faster, his neck is long so he has more reach.

Sheepstealer was getting jumped by two dragons and he really wasn’t getting damaged until Caraxes jumped in and took control of the whole battle. And it also seems like Caraxes has the intelligence and control to know when to hold back, ex: when he first went after Sheepstealer while in the air he only nipped him in certain places to get him to land, or attacking him just enough to do enough damage so he’ll back off and flee vs killing Sheepstealer.

I think it also helps that Caraxes has such a skilled rider as well. And I still believe that Daemon and Caraxes have the best bond in book AND show and I’m thankful that atleast the show got that right.

Yknow I really thought once the summer rolled around that the gourmand craze would die down and we’d be seeing more fun tropicals and florals but boy was I wrong.

Confetti cake, vanilla donut hole, sugar marshmallow cookie. like, it’s just nonstop w the gourmands and it’s actually starting to drive me insane bc there are people who rave ab these repetitive scents like it’s something extraordinary only for me to try it in store and it’s a replica of another scent that already went viral months/years ago. I don’t hate gourmand scents, they’re one of my favorites right next to tropicals but holy shit am I tired of vanilla. They ALL smell the same w only minor differences. I think I finally understand people who are disgusted by gourmand fragrances in the summer. I saw Kayali (the microtrend, fast fashion of fragrances) dropped a new perfume called boujee kitty and the notes are just horrifying. Literally why would I want to smell like CARAMEL CHOCOLATE MILK in the midst of summer, in humid, scorching hot ass Florida?

Idk yall, I’m sorry if you’re a diehard fan of gourmands, I do love them in the fall/winter/early spring but I just can’t anymore.

So I purchased what were supposed to be the Brandy Melville Priscilla pants for 10 dollars, well for one it took forever to ship and it wasn’t until I raised a dispute that the seller decided to ship it.

So not only did they take their sweet time shipping but when I finally got it, I could immediately tell something was off about the pants the minute I touched them, material felt cheap and was completely off. I found the tag that said it was 96% polyester and immediately got irritated bc I know these pants are not made of polyester, as I own them in another color lol. So the fabric is off plus there’s no Brandy Melville tag or stamp on the pants. Anyways I filed ANOTHER dispute, explained the situation and even used my own Brandy Melville pants as an example for what they should look like. The seller did have these pants tagged as Brandy Melville.

So now Depop is investigating and wants the seller to provide proof of the purchase, I guess they want a receipt from Brandy Melville.

For a minute I kinda was like damn… am I doing too much LOL?

Did my assessment on a Thursday & still haven’t received a response, I’m wondering if I should reach out or wait it out.

So I didn’t have the best experience training w American, had some ups and downs but I was unfortunately paired w some bad instructors who created a pretty uncomfortable and unhealthy atmosphere to learn, in turn my anxiety was through the roof and I failed out of training.

Well like clockwork I was checking my emails before boarding my flight back home and I got an invite w delta (i made it to a f2f last time I applied w them) I’m wondering if it’s even worth it, if I couldn’t get through American what makes me think I could try delta? Idk yall I really have nothing else going on, what do you think?

Hey yall, I’m in Dallas for 6 weeks & made the stupid mistake of trying to dye my hair by myself before I left, well it turned jet black and I hate it. Does anyone know any decent stylists w good pricing (preferably around the Dallas/Forth worth area? But if not that’s fine)

By hair is ab 38-40 inches long so it’s hard for me to find a stylist that isn’t going to upcharge the shit out of me. I just want to get rid of this black and lighten it to a chocolate/auburn brown

So I’m currently away at training w AA, trying my best to stay positive, affirm myself and stay focused but I can’t help but feel like I really don’t know more than I should (does that make sense?) I did my first exam today & did pass, but there’s always the most annoying voice in the back of my head that I just can’t get rid of. I’m so scared of failing out of training, feeling like I don’t understand the material & im not keeping up w everyone else. Anyone else ever felt this way?

Just wanna have a heads up beforehand