Feeling like I let myself down because of injury
I posted a few days ago on how to help improve or manage my iron levels for my half marathon this upcoming weekend, and I think I have decided to pull out of it.
My training season has been a wreck. No runs feel good. I feel SO tired all of the time. Finally my annual comes up and we check my blood. My ferritin is a 10. I tried pills but they hurt my stomach, and so I just got approval for infusions.
This past weekend I had a 7 mile race that went OK. I took it mostly easy, but still pushed a bit because of the race adrenaline. I have not felt that good since, and today I slept 10 hours and still feel like I could take a nap. I feel so exhausted. I also have hypermobility issues I have been working on strength training, but was still feeling sore in my joints from the race.
For my best interests, I think I should take it easy and not run the half.
Then I see on reddit others running full marathons with similar blood levels to me. I feel like I could complete the half, but it won't be a fun time.
I am trying not to feel like I let myself down by not running this race. It wouldn't even be my first half, or big race. In fact, its a small community race. But I was really looking forward to it.
Has anyone else felt this way? I feel like I could have trained more or done something different, but I know this was not my fault.