An advice would help me!
Assalamualaikum,
from India, graduated this year in Bachelors of engineering.
It's been 5-6 months hunting for a full time job and not getting replies from anywhere.
My family has high expectations from me and they are paying me to stay in another city and my father is the only one who earns. He got sick we don't have any backup! my mum sold my her gold necklace for my engineering fees, and now sold her gold ring to my expenses. Obviously I'm not enjoying my life there I'm consistently studying but -
I'm not getting responses from anywhere it's feels disheartening why Allah's not listening to us!!!!!
I'm just tired!!! Sometimes I question myself will I ever be a good son for them or just make them poor??
Will I ever be able to get a job and take care of my family and get them all the happiness they deserve as they have sacrificed too much for me and invested all their money on me!!
I feel why ALLAH'S is making me struggle like this. don't I deserve a single job that can at least make them believe I can earn on my own????
I would be grateful if anyone has advice.
I don't need any money from anyone, I just need guidance... That's all!!!!!
I can't see them struggle like this that's all I need I don't need anything!!! I just want to keep them happy...
Will I ever make them happy?
Will I ever be a good son?
Should I just die?