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I’ve been trying to put words to something.
I want to be social, make friends, enjoy time with my family, and just be present. But a lot of the time it feels like my body holds me back. I end up watching instead of joining in, even when I genuinely want to.
I’m not looking for advice. I’m curious if anyone else experiences this.

If so:
What does it feel like in your body?
What do you find yourself doing instead?
How would you describe it to someone who’s never felt it?

I’ve been trying to put words to something.
I want to be social, make friends, enjoy time with my family, and just be present. But a lot of the time it feels like my body holds me back. I end up watching instead of joining in, even when I genuinely want to.
I’m not looking for advice. I’m curious if anyone else experiences this.

If so:
What does it feel like in your body?
What do you find yourself doing instead?
How would you describe it to someone who’s never felt it?

Does anyone else feel like their body won’t let them fully participate in life?

I’ve been trying to put words to something.
I want to be social, make friends, enjoy time with my family, and just be present. But a lot of the time it feels like my body holds me back. I end up watching instead of joining in, even when I genuinely want to.
I’m not looking for advice. I’m curious if anyone else experiences this.

If so:
What does it feel like in your body?
What do you find yourself doing instead?
How would you describe it to someone who’s never felt it?