u/thebayharbourreaper

I'm trying to convince a friend to install the vn. What should I tell him ?

I have audhd and I've been trying to stop my addiction and impulsive masturbation urges but I've been falling at it for so long. What am I supposed to do about this. I do want to quit it but then a random thought or urge appears and I cant control myself.

So recently I've been dealing with some health issues and I've been trying to do manifestation to heal myself but nothing no matter what I did was working and it felt like I was just fated with bad luck and this feeling worsened Because one day a friend was talking about how she always wanted a gaming PC (I always wanted one too) and stuff and I told her to do manifestation techniques. Guess what 4 days later she got that gaming PC so easily meanwhile me who has been trying to manifest for so long has gotten nothing. My health issues have been getting worse recently and I'm losing hope every day, I've been thinking about doing it almost every day now but I just want to live a long happy life.

I've been experiencing some health issues for some years now and I'm trying to manifest better health I've been doing manifestation for a month now but nothing has changed. I've always heard I need to regulate my nervous system in order for the manifestation to happen but my body neither my mind actually relaxes due to me feeling the effects of these health issues all throughout the day. So I'm completely lost on what I should do. I've done robotic affirmations and also Neville goddard's sats but nothing has changed.

So recently I've been in this obsessive porn loop where I was watching porn with femboys. I stopped this about 4 weeks ago but I still feel so much guilt Shame and fear. I've always been attracted to women my whole life I'm having panick attacks and im crying almost everyday now. It's getting so goddamned suffocating. It's like I committed a sin and ruined my identity. If I go back to it I'll probably still enjoy that content. Now I'm having intrusive thoughts and scenarios of me being intimate with femboys I'm going through reels to check if I'm actually sexually attracted or not. This is so damn distressing and I already got several other problems on my plate. I don't understand this I've been anxious for so long now I've even contemplated about suicide.