u/tigerX_

Hello, what do I wear instead of jirai clothes when I do the make up? I mean I can't just wear basic clothes like flared blue jeans and a blue top when doing jirai make up.

What clothes could I wear, basic and usually available in any clothing store like H.M , Only, Hollister etc. (Mall stores)it doesn't need to be actual jirai but like something that would look better than basic outfits 😭

I don't have much rn , black blouse with the sailor thing, black skirt and tights, a white shirt with black ruffles and a bow, uhhh and that's honestly about it... It can also be kinda suna kei bc it's also cute!

I honestly just want tips on what colors, what silhouettes, what type of skirts or shirts I should focus on when going shopping

Hihi! Idk if this is the right place to ask but

I have a question, and my question is if it's bad to change a fictional character. Not CHANGE but make a lot out of them

I have a huge hyper fixation, obsessed and LOVE Mikage Reo.

And because of that, my scenarios are about him , I make so many AUs/OCs about him, for example once a magical girl, once a maid, once as a Cosplayer, once maybe a demon, once as this and that like a LOT. And I draw these out or write stories about him and Nagi OR another OC.

And these OCS/AUs I make do not necessarily have anything to do with his original character in the series.

I change his personality in some, change his looks in some but he still has the same hairstyle, eyes and everything, just styled differently. (Or when it's a fem version longer hair)

Even my persona looks a bit like him but I tried changing a few things to not make it another au/oc..

I have drawings hung up on my walls as some of these AUs I made of him, but I'm not sure if that's actually okay...

Is that allowed to do? I am guessing it's just me expressing my creativity out with my favorite character. I can't stop drawing him , I like him a lot and relate to him so bad, he's my comfort character and I ACTUALLY cannot stop drawing him, he's like my passion to draw.

(And quick question, if I change a character is it an OC or just an AU?)

Im just quite unsure... Thanks! 🩷

Quick add on: I am not sure if I'm planning on posting any of the things I make out of him because I'm kinda scared of people judging it and saying

Hihi,

I'm 14, and I'd like to make some friends around my age, who aren't dry pls , like not having a sense of humor , and when I say HELP as in laughing and you say ' what's wrong' then dni 💔

My interests are animes, mangas, figures, fashion (I'm really into jirai kei and started doing make up! My clothes are supposed to arrive soon so yippie), yaelokre,blue lock (my favfavfav is Reo!) my dress up darling,soul eater, CCS

My favorite sanrio characters are my sweet piano, my melody and pompompurin!💕

I play Honkai Star rail, pjsk, Roblox sometimes only with friends tbh

My favorite YouTubers are Layze,Joe Bart, Balarke

I draw too, and I love cosplaying and matching things!

I spam sometimes, yap a lot if I feel like it. Maybe sometimes rant or vent but I'll ask for permission first so don't be shy to say no.

I don't do face reveals , voice messages or calls, I really prefer texting

I use DC for communication

Just DM me or comment your user💕 and if you do, please no low effort stuff anddd I usually don't dm people so dm me first!

Thx for reading!

Hello again!

How do you all get ideas on what to draw? I am certainly very much in a mood to draw my favorite characters once again but simply don't have a inspiration or thing in mind, which I want to draw them in.

I'm not sure on how to explain it, but do you guys look at scenes or pictures and think like 'i wanna draw this and that', or how do u even start with what u wanna draw? I hope this ain't complicated.

I look at pictures on Pinterest and maybe draw a few things but I think they're plain and boring sometimes, so I wanna draw a real project sometime too but there's just no idea in mind of WHAT scenery, what pose, what clothes... Do you have your ways? If so , please tell me! Scrolling through Pinterest for me isn't really that helpful at this point. I've been doing it for years and barely drawn anything worthy. Yeah, my favorite character in a pose and cute clothes, maybe sometimes a background, which is a pain bc I'm drawing traditionally.

Simple as that, I wanna know how u guys find ideas on what to draw, that's all

Idk if this is art block, I had it a lot of times because of this. Motivated to draw, but then I do and it looks like dog poop, then eventually burn out, and it lacks real emotion.

Any advice or tips are appreciated!💕

Thank you in advance

(Why are all my posts on here getting down voted🥹..)

Hihi! I'm back again...

I really hate summer, mostly because of the heat waves but the worst for me is my scars. I sometimes have newer ones and then the other day my friend or family asks me to go outside to the pool/sea or anything with going into the water which requires me to wear swimwear. And I try to find excuses like I didn't shave, I don't have a fitting swimsuit/bikini, I don't feel well, or some stuff like that... Just stupid excuses and they always come up with solutions too. ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ

And I like staying in too, I don't like getting brown or tan skin. Problem is , soon I'm going on vacation and we're going to the beach. And when I tan by accident or a little, u can see the scars clearer. I try not to stare too much but it's really annoying. I love the beach and sea, don't get me wrong!

I don't have big or jagged ones, mine are just silver lines, and my mom has already noticed them on my shoulder when I wore a top once and told me not to scratch myself too much, and omg I got so nervous...

No one has noticed those on my wrists yet, they blend into my skin color well but honestly... U can see them when there's different lighting. And the tan will worsen that for sure. (Well I'm sure someone has noticed it once but didn't comment.)

Recently I have relapsed , and omg the day after, my bsf asked me to go into the pool with her. I tried so hard to refuse politely and then she kept trying to find out what it was. It was so bad... But she dropped it after a while.

Does anyone also feel like this? It's so frustrating. Ó⁠╭⁠╮⁠Ò

Yeah there's waterproof make up , but for me I don't always have the energy to put it on or always have the money for it. And most of the time it didn't work for me because it washed off easily..

I dunno if this makes sense but I'm hoping someone relates!!

(Just a quick add on, please don't comment about how to avoid SH this time I'm trying a few methods now and hope they work. This post is simply just a rant, my last one was supposed to be too but then ppl started recommending stuff so...I guess😭)

Bye-bye! 💕(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)

Hihi,

I'm 14, and I'd like to make some friends around my age, who aren't dry pls , like not having a sense of humor , and when I say HELP as in laughing and you say ' what's wrong' then dni 💔

My interests are animes, mangas, figures, fashion (I'm really into jirai kei and started doing make up! My clothes are supposed to arrive soon so yippie), yaelokre,blue lock (my favfavfav is Reo!) my dress up darling,soul eater, CCS

I play Honkai Star rail, pjsk, Roblox sometimes only with friends tbh

My favorite YouTubers are Layze,Joe Bart, Balarke

I draw too, and I love cosplaying and matching things!

I spam sometimes, yap a lot if I feel like it , and sometimes I don't text for a day or few because I don't feel well , so please don't take it personally 🥹 and I feel down a lot recently so if you have problems with handling that, just a small heads up

Sometimes I rant/vent a lot and I feel like not everyone wants that so if you don't , you say that! I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable (might say some sensitive topics but uhh if u don't want that then its ok!)

I don't do face reveals , voice messages or calls, I really prefer texting

I use DC for communication

Just DM me or comment your user!

Thx for reading!

Edit : I LOVE KORN I FORGOT TO ADDD💔💔💔💔

I haven't been feeling well at all lately, it's always the same. I'm feeling good for a week or two before relapsing heavily and SH(often for no god damn reason)so much I just end up laying in bed and sobbing regretting everything, I wanna reach out to my friends but I never have someone to talk to.

My friends tell me " you can talk to me" but when ever I try to talk, I feel like I'm seeking for attention, but I just want help. I just want support of people I trust. I can't talk to them , I text, get ignored (or I feel like it), delete every text, then apologize and then they ask me hours later why I delete my messages, then I say ' you said I can talk to you but you're never there" (like actually NEVER. I end up spamming all the time) and they're online...

I understand that maybe they don't feel comfortable with my emotions, mood swings, constant whining and crying , but ignoring me won't make it better , at all!

I might be overreacting but it's so annoying, they say I can talk to them but they never reply... They never do anything.

I always tell them " it's okay it's not your responsibility " but oh my god I can't take this anymore. Why are they making my hopes up??

I have 1 IRL friend but she doesn't know my mental health, even though she's my best friend I can't bring myself to tell her because I love her too much to let her see this side of me.

I keep gaining weight, rot in bed non stop, be lazy, binge eat because I feel overwhelmed or stressed, I have a poor diet, think about the sa I have gone through,have suicidal thoughts but never plan on acting them out, and every time I'm about to relapse or feel like relapsing, my hands shake and I can't help but reach for the blade.

In those moments I want to talk to my friends but like I said...

I haven't cried at all lately, I just feel so dull. I would cry, but I don't feel like I have a reason to.

I don't want to be attention seeking, I just want someone to care enough, to understand what I'm going through.

(Friends mentioned here are online friends which is better for me because I can express myself easier to people I haven't met in real life)

And no, our timezones aren't any different

I think that's it, and I hope I mentioned every tw in the title🩷!

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Sorry for the long text, never vented online but I just can't