u/timidpoo

I'm not understanding how this isn't illegal. It must be, right?? How can they simply refuse to do anything for us other than what has been previously bargained for last year which was deferred?

I'm in college shifting hopefully to a field-based classification but was wondering about other classes that are out and about a lot of the time?

No one wants to have this, I know, but I think this is my reality. TW below, self harm, suicide, sexual abuse

I have had chronic depression and anxiety diagnoses since I was about 10 years old. But I think it goes way beyond just depression because I have many symptoms of BPD, unfortunately. Extreme reactions to things most people would find no big deal. Extreme panic if I don't hear from people I want to hear from. Trouble with forming and maintaining healthy relationships/friendships/colleagues. When I get upset it is like spiraling into some kind of mental attack that I cannot control, I impulsively harm or have debilitating racing thoughts of self harm and suicide. I know a lot of these sound like depression but it just feels like more. A big issue is impulsive spending when I am not in a financial position to do so.

I admitted myself begging for help because I am literally on the verge of ending my shit, I CANNOT take the roller coaster of emotions I go through daily even fucking hourly I will be going from every fucking emotional extreme. I am like actually exhausted with life because I cannot take it anymore. I just want answers as to what the fuck i am dealing with but it seems impossible to navigate the mental healthcare system, they just do not listen to me

These multiple psychiatrists have listened to me talk about all this, I try to describe how I feel but they dont seem to listen, despite having done multiple antidepressants in my life and therapy that have not cured my "depression" they can't get off the basic depression diagnosis. I broke down crying about how I was raped 3 years ago and that I have flashbacks and nightmares, they just say I'm depressed. Wtf.

I wear mine like almost every single day when I'm not having to dress a certain way for work or semi professional situations. So like, whenever I get dressed for the day I'm throwing on the same 2 pairs. It sounds gross to normal people but obviously that's not me lol honestly I love only having 2 pairs of pants to choose from

Full disclosure I am only knowledgeable of this scenario because I believe Analyst 1s can start in range c if they have a degree. But I don't know how any other classes work.

Specifically i am wondering about Environmental Scientist class. Thanks!