u/transjimhawkins

i'm trying to find a bit which when describing it just sounds like a weird fever dream, but okay. like they talk about going to a food court or something as kids, or a pizza place or something, and there would just be pudding they could scoop onto their plates? and they kept saying they would get a "scoopa" pudding, like they said scoopa a thousand times, i feel like i am going nuts here. i can remember the bit so clearly, but i cannot seem to find a clip of it anywhere. what episode did this happen in does anyone remember?

so this one's probably not going to be doable, but i'm looking for an animated youtube show? it was a guy and a girl who were dating, the art style wasn't so cartoony it was pretty realistic proportions. it was like really warm colors and sketchy lines and i think some kind of texture overlay going on maybe.

i saw it like a year or two ago and it was just starting out, like the characters had just gotten voice actors and there was some test animation and an intro maybe? the guy had a sort of high pitched but raspy voice and the girl sounded more chill i think. the guy had short spiky black hair, maybe his name was like jake or blake or something that sounded like that, not sure at all.

i know this isn't a ton to go off of, but it looked promising at the time and i wanted to see how it had developed, i just lost track of the name and have no clue how to find it again. if anybody knows what this is i would be amazed and very greatful

so i've been on t for almost four years now, doing sub q injections the whole time. when i first started, and for a long time actually, i could do my shots with zero issue. like no hesitation bam right in there. but these past few months it's like something changed and now they wig me out. nothing happened that i can recall, like no incident where a shot went wrong or huge pain or anything. but seriously, now every week i just sit there with the needle frozen until i talk myself up to it. anybody else get like this years into it? any tips? i know some people were always scared but this is a very recent thing for me and i'd like to not keep having this hesitation forever

when i was a kid i loved hatchet and the whole my side of the mountain series, i would read them over and over again. now i'm getting into hiking and camping, and i'm looking to get some books to read while i'm out and about. i'd love some interesting and exciting survival stories like the ones i used to be into, but preferably a little more grown up and heavy on the details, even grisly ones. fiction and nonfiction are both cool, honestly even fantasy stuff would be fine as long as survival is a big element. i just want to read about people surviving out in the wilderness and whatnot, thanks

i'm finally aging out of pediatrics and needing to look for an adult endocrinologist, and it is exhausting. i'm sick of making calls and showing up to appointments and getting nods and smiles while explaining why i'm there until i have to say i need the hormones because i'm trans. it just immediately turns to "ohh i can't help with that, that's not my specialty" when they were totally comfortable writing me the SAME PRESCRIPTION when they thought i was a cis guy.

the worse ones are ones who totally would take me on as a patient, but yknow there's soooo many lawsuits right now, and it's just such a dangerous time to be a doctor with transgender patients, you understand how hard it is for the doctors, right? and you just have to politely nod as they call you a potential liability to their practice and invite the next patient in, who is probably going to get the exact same prescription you were asking for with no hassle just because he's cis.

fuck i'm so tired of it. i have bottom surgery coming up in a few years with the same overarching hospital practice, so i'm supposed to stay within their umbrella for other care, but i am running out of names here as my time left eligible for pediatrics ticks away, if it'll even survive that long with the government trying to finish the job they already did. and i don't even have ovaries anymore, i gotta get a consistent doctor i can rely on getting hormones from so i'm not running around in crisis mode for the rest of my life. i just want to go to the doctor, why does everyone have to make it so fucking hard?

hi everyone, i'm doing sound for a play at my college and qlab has just suddenly become haunted it seems, it's driving me nuts. i was working off of the sound designer's computer for part of tech and there were zero issues, but then they were no longer available. we borrowed a mac from the school and suddenly there's a ton of problems, so i know it must be the new computer, but i'm not sure what it is or how to fix it.

basically every so often i'm hitting go on one cue and it plays that cue and the next cue. auto-continue is off for all the cues, and i know i'm only hitting the space bar once. i keep testing it out playing the cues over and over, and like 9 times out of 10 they work normally and then they play two cues again. it's happened on like five different cues at this point, and it seems completely random when things are functioning and when they're not. i've checked over the settings and things seem normal, so like. no clue what's going on. have people run into this? how could i fix it before the show starts so this doesn't happen in front of an audience? any advice would be appreciated