I am jealous of someone I haven't talk to in years.
I know how this sounds, pathetic. I just cant help but feel jealousy. One of my childhood friends stopped talking to me for no reason years ago. She sometimes goes through spurts of posting on her Instagram. We never unfollowed each other so I always see when she posts. She grew up being chunky but when we grew up a little after she moved, she came back fat and I lost weight so the difference was a little shocking. I only said something once, she laughed so its not like thats the reason we stopped talking. Anyways, after she left she only posted once in a blue moon and her life seemed so boring so I just thought her not talking to me was a mental health thing. Yet she STILL hasn't reached out, but now shes going through a spurt of posting for the first time in awhile and shes having the time of her life. She also lost weight, so i suspect its the drugs. I have no idea what I did, but maybe its for the best. I dont like who she became. Lol just a rant!