Always going on and on about how amazing it is. I’m just getting tired of it and I want to hear your best ideas on getting him to realize he needs to stop.
He sends long messages to me and husband from questions he asks it and just does not get it when we tell him we do not like it and think it’s overrated he is overusing it.
I have two snake plants from the same mother plant, both flowering at the same time.
One is in a super sunny east window and the other in a north facing, but the room gets great light.
Both a tad root bound and I only water when they are so dry that the soil is compacted usually hahaha. I don’t deserve this fortune.
The one with the nasty bent leaf came ENTIRELY from that leaf. I had chopped it and snapped it and threw it in a pile. It rained and grew roots and I decided if it wanted to survive so badly, then I would give it a chance.
I know tell everyone it is an art project called “A mother‘s strength” lol
The flowers smell so delicate. I popped one outside in case the insects or birds are interested in enjoying the flowers. More for everyone :)
My friends and sister I’ve told are all childless. I am miserable most days and lately I wake for hours in the middle of the night. my anxiety is through the roof and I feel nauseous all day and spend most of my energy meticulously eating to avoid vomiting.
I feel so tired. I am starting to just feel resentful of this soul sucking embryo inside of my uterus. I can’t seem to remember why I wanted this rn.
I am not bursting with love and determination for this child.
I’ve been on Zoloft for a year before this and we upped my dose, because I feel tremendously depressed right now. Very few things are bringing me joy.
I know deep down it will get better. I will get through the first trimester. But I NEED to hear it from those who made it through.
Prior to being pregnant my anxiety was fully managed. I’m starting to wonder if I’m just not cut out for being a mom. I just need some support and will start looking for other first trimester ladies in my area soon, but for now, Reddit.
Trigger warning to start: this episode was a hard listen. It is the heartbreaking story of a woman with a medical mystery related to fatness who had to fight for her solutions. In it is fatphobia mentions, bad doctors, and the word o****** is thrown around a couple times.
But it is a good listen overall. She offers her own story within the body positivity movement. She is so incredible for sharing her story.
https://open.spotify.com/episode/5M92sbFhYmCn33QwFySUBk?si=NaJkhTO8Q8iVDctIJprbkQ
Edit: The Medical Detectives: Anna’s Story
Sorry if my censored word shouldn’t have been included. I just didn’t want anyone blindsided.
Made this while feeling pretty down and I have to say, I feel better.