

It just feels numb. Lost most of my money trading options.
I’m 19 now, I was still 18 when I lost most of the money. Spent years saving up, NEVER spending a penny. Every single paycheck would be saved. Invested a lot of it the moment I turned 18.
Then, I discovered options. I was up over $1k on a Micron call in less than 60 seconds. I sold that call, continued trading throughout that day, was at a loss at some point, and ended the day off with around $20 in profit. I’ve been chasing that high ever since. Most trades were pure gambling, just trading for the sake of trading. Realistically, it was a gambling addiction.
After the last crash you see on the graph, I traded almost exclusively on margin. I decided to pay the margin debt off when it finally hit me how much I’ve lost, and now I’m officially broke.
I don’t even know how to feel about this anymore. I’ve been stuck in a rut ever since I started trading options. It feels like the last 3 years were just thrown away.
I’m done for the time being. No more intention of trying to make the losses back through trading.
I’ll make the money back, somehow, eventually. Ouch.