Got a little disappointed with my campaign [Stonewalkers]
Yeah, I just finished the 13th session of a stonewalkers campaign as a player.
We're level 3 and our GM made us fight with Liss, a duelist shardbearer. I'm a GM to other tables, so I know that we're very under level for this fight.
I mean, it was going to be a rough fight, but feasible, no?
Yeah, my GM doubled her HP from 40 to 80, gave her +1 (+7 total) in her first attacks (then changed back to +6 later), made her have 18 in every defense, made her a boss (fast and slow turn) and invented traits for her.
Yep. We got destroyed, until he started to make dumb plays on purpose to give us a chance (like slapping us instead of using the shardblade).
My character got a permanent injury, there were at least 3 other injuries of 20+ days.
When I got downed, I just opened Death Stranding and started playing while half listening, clearly upset. FYI, this was going to be a big moment for my character, and I got downed in one hit and basically didn't play at all the whole session.
I was going to wait and talk with the GM 1 to 1 after the session, but by the end of it he kept repeating how bad he felt that I fell in one hit (and I mean repeatedly. at least 6 times he said this).
I decided to call him out and listed every single thing I noticed it was odd or strange on the sheet, and his response was always "but I just tweaked a little. that's the only thing a changed". every. fucking. change. yeah, got repetitive.
By the end of it, I said how I just didn't have any fun and that's ok, it was a bad session. He said "sorry, I guess I did it wrong".
It wasn't a cool, glorious victory. It was a massacre, then he let us get the win. Not earned at all. Given. Just what we want to feel in a heroic campaign, huh?
I'm still pretty upset, disappointed and disillusioned with the whole campaign.
Mind you, I'm just venting, this is fresh. I might feel different tomorrow. I might be too immature to see it from another angle today.
I would appreciate some advice, though. I like the other players a lot, but I just feel the GM doesn't make choices I would make very often. I don't want to quit the campaign for this, but shit, I would be lying if I said that didn't cross my mind.
Anyway, sorry about the long rant.
TL;DR: GM made us fight an overleveled fight and buffed the enemy even more. Didn't felt like a win at all. He let us do it and we got badly injured for it. The whole party was kind of bummed.