u/white_chihuahua

Recently had a shopping binge. I was supposed to be on a no buy this year but have had such a terrible year I decided to throw in the towel and try again next year.

Two of my orders required refunds requests (one for a missing item, one for a faulty item). Fighting with these companies to get my money back has been such a pain! Having to follow up multiple times, threatening charge backs. It really makes me reconsider if online shopping is worth it if I risk dealing with this again.

Each day feels like something I have to push through to get to the end of it. I don’t have any aspirations; I feel like I’m just living because I have to

I can’t comprehend a world without her in it. I’ve had her half my life. It was just me and her and now she’s gone. I can’t bear the thought of them burning my baby. I just want her back. It doesn’t feel real.

My soul dog passed away this morning. I took her to the vet because she was struggling to breathe. She couldn’t even hold herself up. She was fine when we went to bed last night.

Her heart was bad and she was on a lot of medication but it was so sudden. I keep wondering what I could’ve done. When I got home I noticed her water was empty. What if dehydration had something to do with it.

I’m so broken. I just want to hold her

Looking for some recommendations for nail artists who can do some fun designs. Been feeling pretty down so wanting to get into a new self care routine to treat myself. Someone affordable would be nice, but understand quality can cost.

So one month ago my long distance boyfriend dumped me. After being distant for a few weeks, he told me we were too different and he doesn’t see a future together. After flying to the other side of the world to see him only a month prior, I was crushed (still am).

After 3 weeks of no contact, I reached out. I told him I missed talking to him. And I did. I missed our weekly calls, hearing about the places he’d been and the characters in his life. He replied and said he missed talking to me. We called again and after some digging, he finally admitted to going distant because one of his home town friends had reached out and he wanted to see where things would go with her.

So now I’m back at one week no contact. Do I regret breaking it? Yes and no. It finally gave me some answers, but yeah it hurt being told again that he didn’t want me.

All this to say I’m slowly healing. Crying a lot less. Distractions with my friends help. But it’s hard living alone. All those moments of silence. Not having those calls to look forward to after work. Seeing things I want to tell him about. I’m still hopeful he’ll come back (I know, I know). But I’m hopeful that things will slowly get better.