u/wokavelli

Sometimes it’s good to vent I guess that’s why I’m here. I’ve been on opis, mainly oxy, sometimes hydrocodone sometimes hydromorphone (but nothing beats the 80s) for about 5-6 years with heavy dabbling; with the last year and a half being pretty much daily use. I’ve been trying to get clean lately; for the past 3 months give or take a week I’ve been flipping between oxy and suboxone, and most of the time while I’m on the subs I still snort an 80 a day to just kind of manage the mental addiction. It just really makes me tired but I guess mentally that’s good enough? Idk. I usually take 2-3 80s, snorted to the dome a day. I just can’t keep myself in a straight line. I’ll switch to subs, say this is the last oxy I’m buying, then find an excuse to get back on. And sometimes I care, sometimes I don’t. But I gotta be there for my mom, and my girl. I hide it from them. I’m a very functioning addict. I make it work and that’s the problem. I’m not really in any debt, I work, but I have literally no savings thanks to this habit. I know it’s not working for my body. I feel sick. Sick like dying sick. Even when I’m high. Especially when I’m withdrawing, obviously lol. But tomorrow I’m trying again, I’m going to try to stick to the subs. We’ll see how that goes. I have 2 80s left I want to stretch out to ease with the transition onto subs. To avoid any precipitated withdrawal I’ll take my subs, then 20 - 30 mins later rail like 20mg and I never have any issues. Any oxy after that really doesn’t do anything. Just the mental part I think as I’ve mentioned. Anyway, wish me luck, I’ll need it. But I want to do it, at this moment, more than I want to get high. Just gotta try and remember this feeling, I guess. Thanks for reading. Take care all.

Sometimes it’s good to vent I guess that’s why I’m here. I’ve been on opis, mainly oxy, sometimes hydrocodone sometimes hydromorphone (but nothing beats the 80s) for about 5-6 years with heavy dabbling; with the last year and a half being pretty much daily use. I’ve been trying to get clean lately; for the past 3 months give or take a week I’ve been flipping between oxy and suboxone, and most of the time while I’m on the subs I still snort an 80 a day to just kind of manage the mental addiction. It just really makes me tired but I guess mentally that’s good enough? Idk. I usually take 2-3 80s, snorted to the dome a day. I just can’t keep myself in a straight line. I’ll switch to subs, say this is the last oxy I’m buying, then find an excuse to get back on. And sometimes I care, sometimes I don’t. But I gotta be there for my mom, and my girl. I hide it from them. I’m a very functioning addict. I make it work and that’s the problem. I’m not really in any debt, I work, but I have literally no savings thanks to this habit. I know it’s not working for my body. I feel sick. Sick like dying sick. Even when I’m high. Especially when I’m withdrawing, obviously lol. But tomorrow I’m trying again, I’m going to try to stick to the subs. We’ll see how that goes. I have 2 80s left I want to stretch out to ease with the transition onto subs. To avoid any precipitated withdrawal I’ll take my subs, then 20 - 30 mins later rail like 20mg and I never have any issues. Any oxy after that really doesn’t do anything. Just the mental part I think as I’ve mentioned. Anyway, wish me luck, I’ll need it. But I want to do it, at this moment, more than I want to get high. Just gotta try and remember this feeling, I guess. Thanks for reading. Take care all.

I normally buy the better pricier stuff but my bank account will not allow for it, so in terms of best budget options -

Tenzo sweet dreams
MTL lowkey lemon razz
B40 liquid imagination

Or do I splurge for a half o
Nugz Wagyu delight
Tenzo big smalls ICC

Thanks for the help!
I want something that doesn’t smell like shit dispensary weed lol and smokes pretty clean

Flew with Air Transat, and with all the horror stories from the airport, we didn’t expect the airline to be our biggest issue.

Online check in didn’t work for us. When we got to the airport, it looked like it didn’t work for anyone. No digital boarding passes could be issued so everyone flying had to line up for check in.

Flight is at 11:35, check in counter opens 8:35, 3 hours early. Also the minimum recommended time for getting through HD airport with EES and security from what I have been reading. So already they’re making us cut it close.

We got there, in line to check in, around 8:45. Air Transat had 6 people running around pulling families with small children from the line to bypass the 200 people in the lineup, with only 3 check in counters open. Maybe delegate some of your staff to the other counters to move the line faster? Well, about 45 mins into the line, they finally did just that, as the line wasn’t moving. They realized half of their flight is going to miss their flight if they didn’t start moving their asses. About an hour later we finally got our boarding passes and headed to security. It’s 10:30am ish now. Security took less than 5 minutes - Stressing about EES, we run to the area past the McDonald’s, and find it… empty. Thankfully the digital kiosks were not in use, and actual people were running the show. Made it to our gate, and all I have to remember is how shit Air Transat made that whole airport experience.

Bottom line, come 3 hours early anyways, give yourself some room.

I just got a pair of Jordan 11 2019 breds in size 12 and I find them hella tight. Will they loosen up a bit? Toes touch the front. I also got a pair of the white metallic 5s, and I’ve had 5s before which fit TTS, and these still seem a bit snug. I feel like the 5s will loosen up for sure, but the 11s idk, maybe I should try switching for a size 13 or even 12.5? Do you guys find that 11s are snug or 5s? Thanks!