i’m not an artist so i’m not sure if this was a choice made on purpose but do yall see it?? this is my fourth re-watch and for some reason this time i was like oh he’s kinda 0_o 😭😭
i’m not sure why the quality is so low, but it should be
better if you click on it LOL
as the title says, i am 22 and feel like a 90 year old woman with the way manners affect me. i get physically repulsed by people frequently bc of my sensory issues, but i hate telling people about them because historically people have not been very accepting/respectful.
ive been to therapy and done all of the basic sentence structures; “i feel___ when you do___. could we___?” but it’s NEVER been received well. most of my triggers are regular/necessary bodily functions which makes people feel insecure or gross when i bring it up, which usually means they’ll get mad at me for even noticing. i dont want them to feel that way but it gets to a point where i start to resent the people around me because im always anticipating Something. i don’t go out to restaurants or bars anymore because theres too musk risk. i can’t sit on my porch without headphones, ive avoided dinner with my gf’s family 3 weeks in a row, which means not only do i look like an ass, but the dinners i have gone to, i end up making an even worse impression because i leave abruptly and for the rest of the meal.
i can’t force myself to go but i cant bring myself to tell them why bc im scared of their perception of me changing. I leave the room when people drink carbonated drinks out of genuine fear. it’s really starting to affect my relationships and overall function. sometimes i wish i was never taught manners so i wouldn’t feel this way all the time. is this a common thing?
maybe i sound silly, i am newly diagnosed, [for context] ive been diagnosed adhd for about 10 years, as well as anxiety/depression, borderline personality disorder, ptsd, anorexia and arfid, and have in the past had therapists say they think i have misophonia.
why do i feel so terrible about everything all the time?? am i even actually autistic or im just, at my core, a mean & judgmental person that maybe doctors can’t figure out??
i apologize if i sound dense, i have been in denial my entire life and everything has come crashing down on me the past couple of months and im really just trying to finally understand myself a little more. ive thrown myself into comfort media and i worry ill annoy my gf with how much im “this character is so me like on an autistic level like seriously they get me” but it’s the only cope ive found that helps me feel like… seen?? validated maybe???
i’ve spent seriously my whole life trying to be “normal” but recently ive come to the conclusion i may need more support than the average person, and i feel terrible about it. i hate the idea of being perceived differently than the way ive worked So Hard to externalize. I know i sound maybe stupid and ‘perception doesn’t matter’ and ‘people will love you no matter what’ or whatever but it’s a Huge deal to me. does anybody have any sort of advice or words of wisdom?? ik im probably not giving a whole lot,but any coping skills or things you found helpful would be great information, even if you relate to this would be amazing to hear. i feel so alone and i seriously am at a loss for coping.
started collecting again back in 2020… this is what i was paying. genuinely can’t understand how the prices have continued to skyrocket the way they have but i worry they’ll never get this low again 😭😭💔💔
helloo!!! i have a 2008 draculaura core doll that has been with me for quite a while, she has always been my fave and was one of my first ever dolls so this one means a lot to me. she’s in relatively good condition outside of some yellowing under her bangs/ a little around her skirt. i desperately want to de-glue her bangs and hair to stop the yellowing, but im worried about ruining her look, especially the area under her bangs 😭
i’ve removed glue from dolls before, but this one is particularly nerve wracking to me as she means soooo much to me i would be crushed ruining her on accident.
i’ve watched a lot of videos and am honestly just looking for any extra input or tutorials that yall found super helpful. ive been struggling to find a video specifically for this doll/outfit and i think thats why i’m nervous.
im also curious if its possible to remove the yellowing from her clothes? i’ve seen people use bleach developer to remove yellowing from the dolls themselves but im wondering if this is applicable for the clothes as well? or if i could use some oxyclean/ fabric stain remover type thing?
Asked if i could buy just the tail, they said no it would be too hard to sell without…. I hate to break it to you girl but i don’t think it’s gonna sell for $100 even WITH the tail 😭🙏
posting for a friend who doesn’t have reddit and wants to stay anonymous- she has recently changed her phone #, and hooked up the new number to her snapchat account.
a guy (very big issue; legally not allowed to contact her at all & the reason she changed her #) just added her on snap, snapchat says “added through contacts” but he doesnt have her new number?? she has his account blocked, and the account seems to be a burner account, weird username, no bitmoji and no snap score, but the account also doesn’t say “recently joined.”
we’re trying to find a way to confirm/deny this is him without engaging because if it is him he is violating the bond agreement he was put on a week ago :)
i’m wondering if maybe her old number is still linked somehow?? idk i honestly haven’t used snap in 4 years ish so im really out of the loop on how it functions but it doesn’t make sense for this to be anyone but him.