u/yungr7r

I cast a socialization spell and the effects seem to have done the opposite of what I desired.

I combined a white Candle with licorice root, rose petals, compelling oil, and surrounded it with my Ankh to include the energies of the kemetic deities I venerate. On this alter I also had rose quartz, the laughing Buddha dressed with a copper ring.

I also drew up a sigil for my desire and burnt one, and I currently carry the other in my wallet

During this spell I felt extremely overwhelmed by the by the energy, not in a bad way but i definitely felt that my spells intention had been witnessed.

Ever since this spell it seems as though the friends that I have made less effort to talk to me or keep in contact and my socialization attempts feel unreciprocated. What I’m noticing more is that when I go into public I met with a lot of social interactions and more opportunities to be social. This is on top of me feeling like it’s up to me now to branch out and socialize, I’ve made plans to go to some nightclubs and music events. That’s something that I’ve always been on the fence about.

So I’m unsure if the spell is working as intended, part of me wishes that I could have much more frequent social interaction with the people I already know in my life, but on the other end I’m excited and open to meeting new people.

Would you consider this a spell that backfired or is working as intended?

Before I type this all out i should apologize if it's written shittily. I'm currently on 12mg of 2CB

But its this very trip that got me thinking about how far people who really hate throwing up go with psychedelics. I LOVE psychedelics and got into the m about two years ago with a very impulsive Blue Magnolia Rust trip that I actually didn't get to fully appreciate and experience due to running away from the trip.

I haven't thrown up in about 9 years, but when I was a child, I used to get stomach viruses a lot and constantly vomit. This causes a phobia, I guess. Even when many of my peers were smoking and enjoying weed, I was unable to because i would be so paranoid from the body high sensation and how it made my stomach feel (interestingly enough, this is something ive overcome and im somewhat of a daily smoker now.)

So the question is how is this dealt with? im aware of the common remedies for a bad stomach on psilocybin (ginger, Lemon, Lemon tek etc), but even using these methods ive found that it doesn't really help. I will feel some sort of nausea. Even as I type this on a low dose of 2cb.

Im a believer in the spiritual aspects that these medicines have to provide, and a part of that is giving yourself to the experience. How does one do that? Ive read countless trip reports, and it seems like in many of them a very common event is them purging, which II absolutely hate. I am aware that if i were to do it id probably have a much better trip, but its just that fear that i hold onto

I’m a 20 year old man who’s in uni so this important for that but larger than that I really enjoy philosophy, sound design, and esoteric texts. All very dense reading wise! It’s just annoying because I feel like I physically just can’t. The best I can do is using an audio book but I hate that because I don’t absorb the information the same way. I want to be able to have the ability to sit down read, and understand in a way that’s not tedious. I also wear glasses and my eyesight is quite poor. Any help please?

I’m trying to read a book to help me with my music theory right now and I’m determined to get through it and not give up but I feel like an idiot not being able to efficiently read at this age

I currently work with Hathor and Thoth for most of my work. I’m currently trying to work with Ihy, I’m a musician and feel a connection to the god of music. I haven’t seen many people post or talk about him so I’m unsure what to expect and where to start. When it came to Thoth and Hathor it was very easy to start venerating them, can someone point me in the right direction?

I’ve been practicing magick for a few years, and I’m willing to do anything to help my mother’s mental health. You can look at my post history, my mother struggles with schizoaffective disorder as well as other things. It runs in my family and it’s pretty much consumed her, my father recently bought a new house and she’s refusing to move in due to some sort of delusion she’s made up. This would essentially make my mother homeless as she doesn’t work and hasn’t in many years. She doesn’t trust any of us and I’m quite heartbroken right now.

I’m not asking for a miracle and I understand that she had to choose this option. But if theirs any spell that I could do to push her down this path then I’ll do it. I’m willing to do black magics if needed, my family has been falling apart for years and I’m desperate to fix it

I’m just posting this to see if anyone has experienced this. I’m a somewhat experienced psychedelic user, I’ve had a few shroom trips, along with lsd and mad honey. This experience was about my third time trying ketamine so I didn’t want to use a crazy dosage of that or the lsd.

This was about 3 weeks ago and I’m noticing that my imagination is so sharp, I had ADD so I’m used to have a sporadic and somewhat free flowing mental space but it’s turned up to 11. Not to where it’s a hindrance to my life but I closed my eyes to meditate and it’s like one stray thought turned into a vivid story within my mind, usually my brain needs some prompting for this but it just happens and it’s so sharp.

Has anyone else experienced this? Not really complaining although I did find it bothersome during my meditation, the afterglow has been absolutely joyous for me