u/zerothougt

It’s so hard to live with this disorder

I have things to do, I have a life but I can’t do this. I can’t get myself out of bed some days, I struggle with basic things. It’s something that takes every thing from me and I feel that eventually will take my life away

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u/zerothougt — 9 hours ago

Trying to survive daily life

I’ve been struggling so much with daily life. I can barely go trough the day, nothing brings me joy and getting out of bed hurts. Every time I’m not at home I start to bite my nails till they bleed and dissociate till I’m home again. Sometimes I just put on a sad cd and spend a lot of time listening to it and seeing it spin. Life kinda sucks

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u/zerothougt — 10 hours ago

Do you ever feel like restarting your life?

I constantly want to change myself completely. Delete social media, change my hair, get piercings, start over and over again. I keep trying to start over, then I fail that and become the same person I was before

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u/zerothougt — 2 days ago

I feel like I’m on too many meds

I am currently on three different medications (lamictal 400mg, Luvox 100mg and abilify 15mg) and I’m scared it’s too much. I don’t feel good yet, I still have episodes and I don’t feel like I’m numb or anything but it feel so bad to say “I’m on three meds”. It feels embarrassing to say that

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u/zerothougt — 3 days ago

I’m constantly afraid I’m on an episode

I was really depressed a few days ago, then I got better really quickly, I think that just my new medication working, but I’m scared I’m getting hypomanic because I’m really happy. I’m not sure if I’m just so used to depression that happiness feels weird or I’m actually getting hypomanic

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u/zerothougt — 6 days ago

I feel so bad

I was doing really well, started a new medication and was overall doing good, not hypomanic, just happy, but the past weeks have been rough. I feel tired, unmotivated, numb, depressed and anxious. I have important things going on, I can’t get depressed now, but I’m getting worse

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u/zerothougt — 7 days ago

Anxiety attack

I keep having anxiety attacks lately. I start sweating and shaking and then have a full blown anxiety attack. Today was so bad I just came home to sleep to stop it. I have those bad intrusive thoughts and my current life situation is already pretty stressful. Any tips?

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u/zerothougt — 8 days ago

All the days are the same

I was really depressed for a few months, now I’m so much happier, but even though I’m good, I am still so bored of living. Every day is the same, I wake up, do my obligations, workout, go to bed and the same thing happens again. I want to feel good and excited about life, but I just feel like I’m in a never ending cycle

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u/zerothougt — 9 days ago

I’ve been getting this really bad intrusive thoughts about everything lately, like “I’m a bad person, I’ll become someone morally dishonest eventually” or “if I cross the street now I’ll get hit by a truck”. I can’t control and it’s taking over my mind and my life. My psychiatrist says it’s similar to OCD, but since I don’t have a lot of compulsions I can’t be diagnosed with OCD, just anxiety. Any advice?

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u/zerothougt — 15 days ago

I have really bad anxiety to the point I keep questioning my sanity and feel like I’m an awful person. My psychiatrist said that it is so bad that looks like OCD, but I don’t have enough compulsions for the OCD diagnosis. I want to know if anyone experiences anxiety in that level?

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u/zerothougt — 15 days ago
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My psychiatrist told me today that I have a lot of OCD traits but she said I don’t have enough compulsions to be diagnosed with ocd, anyone with a similar experience?

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u/zerothougt — 15 days ago

I am a diagnosed bipolar, but lately I’ve been thinking and I think I might have OCD. I have this obsessive thoughts all the time about things that make me feel disgusting or like a bad person. I’m too embarrassed to talk to my therapist or psychiatrist about it cause I’m afraid they’ll think I’m crazy. I have a severe case of skin picking as week

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u/zerothougt — 16 days ago

Hi! So, I’m a diagnosed bipolar, but lately I’ve been thinking I might have OCD. I suffer with severe skin picking, I bite my nails, rip the skin off my lips and the back of my head and lately I have the constant thoughts that someone is watching me, that people are laughing at me, that my conversations might be being recorded and stuff like that. My grandpa has ocd too. I started Luvox for depression, but also helped with obsessive thoughts, can this mean I have OCD?

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u/zerothougt — 27 days ago