I'm so sad about my child having CF
She's almost a year. Most days are fine but today I'm feeling really sad again about her diagnosis.
She's modulator eligible and pancreatic sufficient, so two 'positive' traits. But honestly, I still worry about her future a lot.
We're just in the middle of our first winter (southern hemisphere) and its been rough. Older sibling in daycare has brought bugs home, we just had our first stint in hospital for IV antibiotics.
I'm really really banking on these modulators to work for her. In my mind they'll fix everything. In my mind research will go on and by the time she's a teen there will be even better treatments. But I know that might not be realistic and it's really difficult to cope with. I read posts of people on modulators who still struggle a lot (although they would have started modulators as adults, not toddlers).
I don't even know what I want from this. Solidarity?