r/Jecrc_University

Burned out eating that daal chawal for lunch everyday ngl😭😭….

I need to switch from Google this is getting ridiculous. Why would I want to swipe back instead of using the designated buttons?

idk if its just my college or every college is like this but bro some things here make absolutely no sense 😭

Im in 1st year and already tired of all the attendance drama, assignments, random notices and deadlines. Sometimes they tell us something literally one day before and then expect everyone to know what to do.

And if you ask the faculty about it, most of the time you just get “these are the rules” as an answer. Like okay but can someone actually explain the reason behind it??

The weirdest part is that students complain about the same things again and again but nothing really changes. Everyone just accepts it after a while.

Maybe im just being dramatic because im still new to college lol, but seniors, does this actually get better? Or do you just get used to the bullshit?

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So picking up from yesterday.

We were sitting outside after class, just talking normally.

At some point she asked me,

“Do you like anyone?”

I said no.

Which was obviously a lie.

Then she asked, “Not even me?”

I laughed because I genuinely thought she was joking.

She didn't laugh.

She just looked at me for a second and then started talking about something completely different.

I was sitting there thinking what the actual fuck just happened.

After that things got kinda weird.

Not bad weird.

Just... different.

We started texting more at night. She'd tell me stuff about her family, old friends, things she normally doesn't talk about with people in class.

One night we were texting until almost 3am.

At one point she said something like “I feel comfortable talking to you.”

I know that doesn't necessarily mean anything.

But obviously my dumbass took it as a sign.

A few days later I finally asked if she wanted to go out after college.

I tried making it sound casual.

“wanna get something to eat after class?”

She said yes almost immediately.

And then I spent the entire night wondering whether she thought it was a date or just two friends getting food.

I didn't ask.

I was too scared.

The next day she showed up wearing this outfit I'd never seen her wear before.

I know this sounds stupid but I swear she looked different that day.

And then she said something while we were walking out of college that made me think maybe she knew exactly what I was thinking.

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We went to this small cafe not too far from college.

Nothing fancy.

We just sat there talking.

For the first 10 minutes I was so nervous that I probably sounded like I'd never spoken to another person before.

Then eventually it became normal.

We talked about everything except college.

Music, childhood stuff, relationships, stupid things we'd done, what we wanted to do after graduation.

At some point she asked me why I had asked her to come.

I said “because I like talking to you.”

She smiled and said “only talking?”

I genuinely wanted the floor to swallow me.

I finally admitted that I liked her.

She didn't say anything for a few seconds.

Then she said she'd been waiting for me to say it.

Apparently she'd liked me for a while too.

I honestly didn't believe her at first.

She told me she'd noticed me before we'd even started talking.

The whole way back I couldn't stop smiling like an idiot.

Before leaving, she hugged me.

It wasn't some dramatic movie moment.

It was literally just a hug.

But I remember standing there after she left thinking, yeah, I'm completely screwed now.

For the next couple weeks everything was honestly really good.

We'd meet between classes.

Sometimes she'd steal my phone and take random pictures.

I'd wait for her after lectures.

We weren't officially calling it a relationship yet, but everyone around us knew something was going on.

Then one day I saw her talking to another guy outside college.

And I knew him.

That was the first time I felt that weird jealous feeling.

I didn't say anything.

I probably should have.