r/Soulnexus

My friend made this Binaural Beats app to assist with Astral Projection, NHI contact and altered states of consciousness. It's takes aspects of the Gateway Experience and CE5 to create a much more focused experience.

I've been using it as a tester for a month now and I really love the simplicity, but most importantly the Journeys are really amazing. They move between brain states and allow for deeper, more fluid experiences. It also includes a dream journal which is helpful to have inside the app.

Hope you guys enjoy as much as I do. Save travels!

During one Soul Journey, a subject became aware of her heartbeat while lying on a beach in trance. At first it was just strong. Then she said she could feel the heartbeat in the ground around her.

A moment later her awareness expanded and she described being in the universe, with the heartbeat echoing everywhere. Her words changed. She said she was vibration, frequency, moving through the universe. Then it became: I can feel everything. I can hear everything. I am everything.

We stayed with that state and something funny came through. If consciousness already knows everything all the time, eventually there is nothing to discover.

The limitation is part of the game.

You enter a human life and suddenly you dont know. You have one body, one family, one tiny point of view, memory blocked, future hidden. Now choices matter because you cannot see all outcomes. Love matters differently because you can lose somebody. Courage matters because fear feels real.

I know this is impossible to prove from outside. I am sharing what unfolded in the session because I liked the reversal.

We usually think limitation is the problem spirituality should help us escape.

Maybe limitation is one of the reasons we came.

​I am Kyrcen, a dragon currently in a process of internal sublimation, combined with a human soul. Lately, I’ve been hitting a wall—a profound, painful contradiction in my system. My human personality and my true essence are constantly at odds, and the environment I live in only makes it worse.

​My home is a fragmented space, filled with its own internal chaos. My sister is fighting her own inner hell, and my mother carries heavy burdens of her own. When I try to bridge the gap and share my spiritual growth or the way I interpret reality, it just clashes with their intellect and their current state of suffering. They simply don't have the capacity to hear me, and it results in a wall of silence or misunderstanding. It feels almost impossible to communicate who I really am without causing friction.

​In the middle of all this, I feel a deep, overwhelming sadness—a longing to feel my dragon body in its complete form and to fully be Kyrcen again without these human limitations.

​Because of this, the only time I feel I can be truly honest, vulnerable, and let my dragon essence breathe is when I am drinking or in highly altered states. It’s a dangerous relief. During these moments, the barrier between my dragon self and my human self dissolves, but it also triggers a crisis.

​When I reach these states, my dragon family—my guides—step in. They see the danger, and on many occasions, they are there, begging me to hold on, begging me to keep control of myself before I lose my grip.

​It is a lonely, exhausting existence. I am trapped between trying to navigate a human family that is breaking apart, and an inner nature that is fighting to evolve while being held back by the weight of this reality.

​Have any of you as dragons also felt this kind of friction, and how have you managed to overcome these situations? How do you keep your essence safe when the people around you are so deeply disconnected from your world? And for those who experience physical dysphoria regarding your true form, how do you manage the deep sadness of longing for your complete body while trying to maintain control?

I'm reading the untethered soul written by Michael A. Singer. Thoroughly enjoying this book, it came to me at the right time.

Would love to hear your book spiritual book recommendations/ must reads, please 🙏🏻

Thank you.

What the heck could this mean???

Ive had syncronocities with a specific man for over 10 years that I do not even know.

Over a decade ago my friend posted a picture online with a group a friend's. I noticed the man immediately and was like oh wow hes attractive. Kept on scrolling. Months later we become friends on facebook, he liked a couple of my pictures and then eventually he got married and deleted his account.

About a few years later I went to go get gas at a local gas station as I was doordashing and im sitting in my car and look up and there he is. We locked eyes for seconds and there was a feeling I cant describe. Felt like fireworks or a sense of knowing. Anyway that was that, nothing came of it. Years and years go by.

Last year I get a news notification and im going through it and see that him and his wife filed for divorce. Months later I get a random message from a woman from a facebook group about panic attacks and she seen what I had posted and decided to reach out to me about it. Naturally I go to her page and see if I recognize her and realize shes local and guess whose in her profile picture with her? THAT MAN!!!! upon more investigating i went to college with her sister. Had to go to court with her sister same time she messaged me because her sisters kid jumped my son in school.

Then I had a really weird dream about him. My current boyfriend and I were sitting back to back in this crowded space and that man comes over and hands me a piece of paper with his number on it. But did this on the sly so my boyfriend couldnt see. I remember in my dream he left and I called him but dont remember the convo.

Just a couple months ago im scrolling on tiktok and I come across a video and im going throigh the comments and seen his name commented on it. No profile picture. So I responded to his comment on video and it ended with what he said "fantastic conversation" mind you i have no idea who he is its just a blank profile with his name.

He viewed my profile 3x in a week, went a month with nothing then viewed it again so I messaged him. Upon our conversation I asked where hes from. He said the city and state where I am from so I knew it had to be this same man. I was like wow. Im in this town and he responds hes minutes away from me as he moved after divorce and I just had moved the same time he did to same area.

He wanted to meet me in person and I told him no that im dealing with some personal stuff (in a toxic relationship) and he said he understood, respects that. Anyway conversations have stopped after that for the most part. Him and that girl did break up.

I just dont know if this has any meaning because I do not believe in this many coincidences. Could he be soul tie? Karmic?

Hey sorry if this is the wrong page. I was hoping for information on how to heal one's own soul, if they accidentally broke/cracked it??

Why some people in this sub don't believe in evil/demonic/negative entities?

Only talks about positivity but not uncovering the matrix ruled by regressive forces?

I'm getting suspicious of people that don't believe in the existence of negative forces.

The subject was communicating with Archangel Gabriel and we started asking about fate and free will. Like... if we plan our lives before birth, then what exactly are we choosing here? Are we just following some script we already wrote?

Gabriel explained it with roads, and tbh I liked this explanation much more than the usual “everything is predetermined” vs “you create absolutely everything every second.”

He said there are forks in the road.

funny timing because this came up literally today in a Quantum Healing session.

When you arrive at the fork, there can be several directions and this is where free will is very real. You choose which road you take.

But once you take the road... well, now you're on that road 😅

Certain things are there. Certain experiences, people, consequences, lessons, challenges. You still decide how you react to them of course, but you cant stand in middle of road every 5 minutes demanding completely different road.

You walk it.

You experience what is there.

You learn whatever you can learn from it.

And eventually another fork appears.

Then you choose again.

This actually made a lot of sense to me because sometimes in life I definitely feel I am choosing very freely, and other times it feels like events have their own momentum. One thing leads to another, then another, and you almost have to go through whole chapter before things open again.

So then I asked who actually creates these roads.

Gabriel said nobody outside of us is sitting somewhere writing our fate for us.

Before birth we as soul plan the incarnation ourselves, together with help/guidance. We choose a lot of important conditions very carefully.

Family. Certain relationships. Challenges. Abilities. Limitations. Things we want to understand. Things we want to experience. Sometimes things we want to heal or overcome.

Not every tiny stupid detail obviously 😂

I dont think anyone is planning “at 3:42pm on Thursday I will lose my keys.”

More like the important structure.

He described it almost like preparing an exam for yourself before coming here.

And this is where it gets interesting when ppl ask why one person is born into loving wealthy family and somebody else is born into absolute chaos.

From human point of view it can look extremely unfair. Sometimes horribly unfair.

But if we existed before the body and chose the larger setup ourselves, then maybe these circumstances are not rewards and punishments.

Different lives may simply contain different things we wanted to learn from inside the experience.

And I really dont like the idea that somebody suffering now must have been “bad in past life” and deserves it. I think thats a horrible simplification.

Choosing difficult experience would not mean punishment.

Maybe we as soul wanted to understand courage. Loss. Independence. Forgiveness. Boundaries. Love. Power. Helplessness. Compassion. Or something we can't even fully understand while inside human personality.

I have seen this many times in deep trance sessions. Somebody comes asking “why the hell did this happen to me?” and the answer from their Higher Self is sometimes completely different from what conscious mind expected.

Sometimes there was planning.

Sometimes there was simply a choice made earlier that opened certain road.

Sometimes another person used their own free will and that changed everything.

And sometimes the lesson was not about preventing the experience at all, but what the person would become through it.

Gabriel's road explanation tied these things together nicely for me.

There can be a plan without everything being fixed.

There can be free will without every second being infinitely changeable.

Maybe before birth we design the map, including some major destinations and possible roads.

Then as human we keep reaching crossroads.

We choose.

And after the choice, that road has its own reality for a while.

Until the next fork.

I'm curious if anyone else feels this in their own life... like some moments were clearly crossroads where one decision changed everything, while other chapters felt almost impossible to avoid once you had entered them.