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I had underlying SMAS, Nutcracker and Vagus Nerve issue for a long time since early teenage when it started showing major symptoms. But at home no one cared about my health issues, only my Mom actually believed and cared for me. She was manipulated by others a lot in earlier years. I live in a extreme toxic environment. Doctors in my city and many others in my family Circle kept on gaslighting me and telling me to man up and stop doing drama.

But , I was finally able to convince my mom which actually lead to travel to a different city for my proper diagnosis in 2021. I knew from long time something is not right for me. After the validation of reports they did shut up. But didn't stop their manipulation.

I completely lost trust in most doctors after that. Since it only didn't happen to me. It happened to my mom as well. They damaged her eye and ear due to negligence and constant wrong treatment. That's why it was easier to convince her, since she saw what they did to her.

Been a struggle to stay on clear liquids for 6 years due to my SMAs, Nutcracker and severe vagus nerve issues and that to struggled to swallow liquids due to vomiting and constant regurgitation. My aortomesenteric distance was less than 4.6 mm in 2021. Couldn't find a good doctor in that time who would properly take care of my issue due to COVID.

So mainly due to COVID lockdown I had to come back. Then got completely bedridden due to severe life threatening malnutrition.. Many in my family keep on trying their best to end my life in indirect way just because I am of no use to them. My life value had become zero for people who are near me. But they still always try to drain me of whatever I have. I am also poor due to obvious reasons.

But managed to keep myself going because of my mental strength and my Music. Since I am music composer, songwriter, multi-instrumentalist and producer, music is the only thing I have in life and the only reason I am still alive. But it can only take you so far. Cannot do anything else when organs are failing.

For last 3 weeks, I cannot swallow even water. For last 5 days have been also continuously vomiting blood probably due to some rupture. Many of my organs are not working properly as well for last 8-10 months.

I have no necessary nutrients for survival in my body currently completely since I am starving due to unable to have clear liquids. I found some hope when I called a couple of Hospitals who I noticed may help, they can probably may keep me alive and they said I immediately need to get admitted and will have a long term hospital stay. My BMI is around 9.5 . I need to travel for long distance there, so I don't know how I will make it there and also I doubt I will afford it there because it's way too expensive and since I am bedridden I will needed to be transported via air ambulance as well.. Since I am alone, so I have to organise everything myself as well in this condition.

So I checked for rough estimates for hospitals and for air ambulance as well. I understood that it's way way way beyond my reach.

I am trying to ask for help near me, because I am unable to accept my fate since I have so much unfinished songs which I hoped to finish. I have no one to help me. I am all alone trying to find for help from my bed... And so far I didn't get any help. You can see my full suffering history by just searching my name "Iman Kumar Mukherjee" on Google. I made most of my songs even on my suffering. I have always been vocal about my suffering but never asked for help before in 6 years. But this time I am completely crippled and counting my final days. I don't even know what I can do. If I need to survive, I will need to get immediately admitted. But I can't even book air ambulance because of my lack of funds.

So I started a medical fundraiser and asked my mom to help me out to fill out the details. It was really difficult adding my own photo there like this, but noticed it was necessary for verification. Since I cannot afford any treatment which is necessary to keep me fighting against my current illnesses, so probably fundraiser is my last hope.

So my small request to you guys. If you have some spare money and genuinely interested to help me fighting these illnesses, please feel free to help in anyway you like. Even a small contribution means a lot to me.

Thanks so much for your time guys. I don't know if this will be last post or not. If I come back somehow, it will be the happiest day in my life and all thanks to you amazing guys. So far didn't have any happy days. Can hope for it atleast.

https://www.impactguru.com/fundraiser/help-for-iman-kumar-mukherjee

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