Im 21M and feel like a loser
21M never went to college, after finishing secondary school (kishoge) I went to a plc cause I failed the lc, during the study days I was just playing Roblox. Now everyone seems to be enjoying the uni life while I'm stuck at home rotting my youth away, no friends, no relationship. I was learning UX UI design and other things before that (which I failed horribly to learn) cause I thought I could get out of this situation but there's hardly anyone applying so I just feel lost tbh. I finished my 3rd iteration of my portfolio started applying for jobs few days ago. I hope I land something. Anyways I don't really know why I'm posting here I just saw this subreddit on my recommended and I wish I was in this school but I'll never experience college in this lifetime.