Sad situation. At my lowest point. Need advice.
I have a confession to make. I haven’t spoken to a woman in 4 years. Not family members or people who have to talk to you because it’s their job, but women in classes or like casually approaching someone. I did do it a couple times as a freshman, and made a couple friends but haven’t spoken to them since. Now that I’m about to graduate I feel like I’ve missed out on a lot.
I also have bad social anxiety and low self esteem which doesn’t help either. This has taken a toll on my mental health and affected every area of my life, grades, friendships and even physically. My gpa is a 1.9, barely enough to graduate. I cut off all my friends. And i developed an eating disorder and became fat as well. I tried going to the gym but due to the unhealthy diet I didn’t see any progress.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m going to be jobless after graduation as well. I’m at my lowest point right now. I just eat unhealthy food and sit in my room all day. I dont even want to leave my house because im so fat and unattractive. I don’t want to do this anymore. I need some real advice.
Also forgive me for my username, that is not me anymore. My hormones have tanked after becoming fat. I would change my username to unhappy man if I could.