3 weeks of this and I’m thinking of suicide
About three weeks ago I was laying down and all of a sudden my chest got really tight and my heart started to pound. My left arm started to tingle and my jaw felt tight. It came and went for the next couple days and I went to the ER. I thought I was having a heart attack. They cleared me. I have been to the ER three times in these three weeks.
The pain is finally settled in the back of my neck at the base of my skull. It’s like a pressure. I am having constant vertigo. My left hand tingles and the back of my skull as well. I am also very dizzy, especially when trying to look at a phone or a television. BUT BY FAR the worst symptom is, I feel disassociated with reality and it’s like there’s an impending doom hanging over me. I keep thinking am I going to die? sometimes when I walk or I move I can hear my neck click a little bit. I haven’t smiled, laughed or had a conversation in these three weeks. I barely make it through work then I come home and lay on the couch. I have a doctors appointment with my primary care next Wednesday at 3 PM. I called a neurologist this morning, but they want a referral.
The pain is one thing, but the constant vertigo and the sense of impending doom with the disassociation is driving me into a dark place.
All of my searching online led me to this Reddit page. Can anyone help me? Please