I feel like I’m in the wrong industry. I don’t like healthcare IT but everyone around me loves it
Idk if this is the right sub but this is more a vent and question type of post. I started at this organization 1.5-2 years ago out of college and got assigned into their healthcare sector (not what I signed up for but I say yes to opportunities). Within the time I’ve been here (started as an intern now full time), I’ve been completely lost. Everyone around me is 10+ years older than me and been at the company for years/decades. I have no healthcare background (business background) and this whole industry of healthcare IT is so damn complex, confusing, and so boring to me. I look at others around me and question if they’re like me and fake their interest in Healthcare IT, but everyone is actually extremely passionate about the industry, their jobs, and the company.
I guess I’m struggling because I’m so lost, can’t get myself to care about this stuff, and it’s hard to learn about the field because there’s no courses I can take that will give me a well rounded understanding and everyone has been here for years and obviously they can’t transfer their knowledge to me. What makes this even more difficult is I work an internal job so I’m not hands on with clients or our products day to day. My job is so vague and ambiguous and the fact that I barely understand what’s going on at my company is driving me nuts and causing so much anxiety.
I don’t know what to say or ask, really, other than I’m wondering if others feel this way or if this is a sign to pivot after I get my few years of experience at this place. I have no idea what I really would like to do for work but I know what I don’t want and it’s this. Although Im a little upset and am trying to make myself like like where im at because I love the culture, my team, and my pay. It’s very conflicting and anxiety inducing for me :( ok rants over, thanks