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well everyone knows that me Those who spoke to me know that I'm very very love with concepts and vehicles. I just fell in love with the beautiful periodic table. Well, I've been like this since I was a child. I was always hospitalized because I had leukemia, and thank God I recovered.I was diagnosed with a benign teratoma and I had surgery in the hospital. I'm still hospitalized but healing!

My passion for chemistry began two years ago because of the elements in my body; it feels like they touch me deeply, creating a connection with my bodily fluids.

My love for mathematics is very strong, and so is my love for chemistry.

He loves watching me play dandy’s world ^^ as well as 3008 i have to take him to an actual ikea one day i think he’d really enjoy it

I had a dream last night that I was a kid and I was with a wall I had a crush on. It was an intense dream. Because I was with it, but i knew it was a dream and that time period was so far away. 2000-2003 was when i was in that school. I woke up and was like (well that town is only 15 minutes from mine. I might as well go visit)

So i went and visited it today. I was 7 years old or so, so it was allot smaller then I remembered. Its sad because that school isint in use anymore. I believe its maintained. But not used. The playground is gone now to. I did take a video a week before it got destroyed because I had a feeling it was going to. It got vandalized and then they just removed the equipment after that. (https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPLhtRGTJ/

Anyways the story with the wall, is it was actually the punishment wall. If you acted up in school then you would have to stand against the wall at recess. It was 5 minutes, 10 minutes, or 25 minutes. 25 being all of recess. Since i had the crush, it didn't seem like a punishment to me. I did walk up to the wall without being punished but it was different when you had to.

Having to stand against the wall was the concept of the wall. So just walking up to it wasn't as good but still ok. But if other kids where their or teachers where watching. I didn't want to seem weird ether. I still got stressed to get in trouble. So I didn't want to get in trouble by being around the wall either.

I told this story to a friend and he commented that I had a thing for getting punished. But thats not what it was. The fact it was the punishment wall was the reason I got a crush on it. But thats because the wall had a meaning and a concept that everyone was aware of and talked about. The concept was a negative one. Then, it just was an attractive wall. Thats the reason. (This wall has a concept, a negative one. Everyone is aware of the concept, and they have negative feelings twords it)

So i didn't want to get in trouble. But if i did. I got to be with the punishment wall. Which was not a punishment for me. Halfway. I still wanted recess.

I got many different stories where I ended up against the wall. It was intensely nostalgic to visit it. The wall was never a lover but it was a crush. I almost with it could be a lover. Maybe. I do have a thing for objects that remember me.

I am vary sensitive to the energies around me. There are 2 different types of empathy I talk about. Instinctual empathy and psychic empathy. Instinctual, empathy is where you see body movements, facial expressions, and tone of voice to tell you want that person is feeling. They dont sense the energy. Their inner instincts tell them. Most neurotypical people have this and they are right 80 percent of the time because they all have similar brain wiring.

I lack that because of my autism, however I do have psychic empathy. This is where someone gives off energy, then you sense the energy and know what they are feeling. I use that to make up for the lack of the instinctual and then some. It tells me more then then instinctual does for regular people. Because of this i dont appear to lack empathy and seem like I am best at it for people.

It works well on people, animals, and objects. I use this to communicate with objects. So thats how i know the wall remembers me. It remembers everyone actually. Objects dont forget. Thats because of how they collect and store energy. That energy is still there. So i come with the memory, the wall has the energy, it remembers.

This is Puppy (terrible name, I know, I was a toddler when I got her). She's been a part of the family for most of my life. And I really do mean part of the family!

I took her everywhere as a kid and still take her on trips. She's slept with me every night for 19 years. Both my parents recognize her importance to me and consider her part of the family. My bedtime stories featured her as a main character. Even my extended family- grandparents, cousins, etc- are aware of Puppy's cultural presence. They used to ask how Puppy was doing if she wasn't with me when I'd visit.

She's gone through a lot of physical changes, and also outfit changes. Unfortunately, her stuffing has moved to the point where her proportions are super weird, so getting her clothing is difficult. I'm keeping an eye out for potential outfit options!

Anyway, Puppy's pretty raggedy but she's still my buddy, and undeniably family :)

wonderful comforts day 3

this drawing includes my handmade salmon plush and my small sturgeon plushes I love