Feeling like I wasted my breaks.
Hi everyone, I’m a rising third year in vet school so this is my last summer of my non-clinical year. The summer after my first year I moved to a new state and never got an externship, so to make up for it I did a short one the winter after… but I feel like it wasn’t enough compared to what my classmates did. Fast forward to this summer, I only have one externship secured, whereas my classmates have 2-3 lined up, and I feel like this summer is going to end up being a waste too. I tried cold-calling some clinics in my area but none of them have space for me. I feel so insecure about my abilities already, and I’ll be going into 3rd year with the least amount of experience in my whole class (especially with starting junior surgery this semester.) I’m not sure what to do and I feel like the 2 months of this summer that I don’t have an externship are completely wasted now. To make up (somewhat) I’m doing NAVLE prep in my own time and revisiting all my notes from my previous 2 years, but I genuinely don’t feel like it’s enough. Am I screwed?