47 days on escitalopram and experiencing a strange “zoomed-out” visual feeling
Hi everyone,
I've been taking escitalopram for 47 days total:
10 mg for 14 days
20 mg for 33 days
Since starting treatment, I've been experiencing a strange visual/perceptual feeling that I can't properly explain.
When I look at my surroundings, things sometimes seem zoomed out or farther away than they actually are. The strange part is that when I focus intensely on an object, it can seem like it gets even smaller or farther away. It gives me a very uncomfortable feeling that something is off or not right, but I can't find the right words to describe it.
I know the world is real and I don't believe I'm hallucinating. It's more like my perception of the environment feels different from how it used to.
I've told my psychiatrist about this. He said it sounds like hypervigilance, but I'm not completely convinced because I'm struggling to explain exactly what I'm experiencing. I'm worried that maybe it's something else, and because it's been going on for so long, I'm starting to feel like it will never go away.
Has anyone taking escitalopram experienced anything similar?
Did your surroundings ever feel zoomed out, smaller, farther away, or visually strange?
Did focusing on an object make the sensation stronger?
Did you experience this as part of derealization/hypervigilance?
Did it eventually go away?
If it was caused or worsened by escitalopram, did it improve with time or after changing medication?