scrolling this sub, all I seem to see is complaints, but aware that might not reflect how you feel overall! I’m in my free month at the moment, very happy about leaving spotify but still deciding what to use next. I’m also considering Deezer, Youtube Music or Apple Music.
first class with honours!
despite being disabled for my whole course, and experiencing two major life events including a traumatic breakup start of this year that made my physical health 10x worse. I almost dropped out when I had only one semester left. I almost didn’t go to my graduation because of seeing my ex there. but I did it all in the end.
I feel so ill after the ceremony, I can’t move from my bed, head is killing me, nauseous, aching and uncomfortable all over, absolutely loaded up on painkillers but it isn’t even touching it, neck is locked up, extremely fatigued but unable to sleep, overstimulated by putting anything on to watch but bored without anything. all that fun stuff.
so it’s crazy to me that healthy people are doing dinners and drinks and things on the same day. but I am grateful that at least I was able to get through today as many people with long covid couldn’t.
and honestly as much as there were some positives I am SO relieved this phase of my life is over !!!!!
cheesy, heartwarming animal films that my friend and I can watch to forget our problems and just go awwwww. live action preferred - love that both of these had such fun actor ensembles and cameos
no one around me gets it but when I look at this picture it makes me so happy
I’m having nightmares constantly related to the breakup.
I get so ridiculously triggered whenever I see my ex on other peoples social media.
I’m graduating in summer, that was meant to be a happy time, but since my ex will be there and is so strongly associated with it I’ll be there feeling upset, anxious and sick inside. while she is so happy and unbothered. people saying ‘don’t let her ruin this for you’ but I don’t know if that’s possible. it’s ruined already.
even my dog is suffering. she has anxiety and she was comfortable with my ex, I just feel like I’ve made her deal with so much change and uncertainty, there were people in the past too that she got close to and then lost. I worry it’s made her anxiety worse. it makes it hard to date because when I have people over my dog is upset because it’s new people.
dating and hooking up is just pointless anyway. all I’m doing is trying to replace her and displace my feelings and it’s only causing stress. it really feels like I won’t be able to love again or get over her ever.