u/4_flowur_4

Listen to this okay, animation memes are those short form mostly tweened animation trends that has a song attached to it. Look it up on tiktok if youre confused

When someone makes a cool animation to a song almost always it becomes a trend, and a lot of other artists start making their own

I think commisioning an artist to make an animation meme to your song is a really great idea, once it becomes a trend every animation meme that is made thanks to the first one basically becomes free marketing

the same thing should be like anime/movie edits

a lot of popular songs became popular thanks to animation meme trends, just give it a shot okay?

Would appriecate it if you shared your dorm experience as well! Like ups and downs, tips, cautions etc

Trigger warning: mentions of depression and suicidal thoughts

A whole bunch of stuff happened recently, I don't know how to wrap my head around this

So to start it off I've known "stacy" my crush, since last year and had a crush on her, weve been not close but still good friends at the time, but she started dating my opps which made me give up on her, after summer break ended and school started i found out that they broke up.

She had cut her hair short it suited her wonderfully, I catched up with her and started becoming close again, our friendship was evolving and she started to make my heart flutter again, sometimes it felt like she was flirting and other times I felt delusional, all in all I tried my best to give hints but ofc I had no experience so I can see why it seemed half-assed to her now

Everything was going great until she mentioned her crush, she kept talking about how interesting he was and telling me about how she doesn't have a chance with him, I was pretty sad that she would openly mention her crush in front of me as I thought we were becoming more and more special to each other, at this point because I thought she wasn't actually interested in me, I mentioned my past crush as if it were my current crush, and the fact that I've had a crush on this girl for 5 years. I felt her tone sorta shift from this point on

This is where it all went downhill, she got rejected from said crush and 2 weeks later she started dating this girl online for about a week and broke up, after this I thought we were back on track but she started telling me about her next crush ALEX 15M and they started hanging out more and couple weeks later they started dating, the worst thing is she kept mentioning a new crush right before I was about to confess so I never got the chance to do anything

They've dated for about a month, she's super attached to Alex, Alex got in the relationship with stacy shortly after getting out of a 2 year relationship, so he was still not over his ex, this started a rift between stacy and Alex

During our graduation ceremony stacy told me that she gave Alex 2 choice, either break up with her to give himself more time, or completely forget about his ex, and she told me that Alex seemed to be going for the 1st choice, I was sad for stacy but ecstatic for myself.

So in my attempt to cheer her i told her, even if he's gone you still have me! I honestly expected it to get glossed over as a joke but then she said in a shocked voice "why are you confessing NOW?" Her tone made it sound like why didn't you confess sooner or sth, at that moment my head went blank and I ran to my table while putting my hands on my head while yelling "nooo!" I couldn't look at her in the eye that whole day, I apologized to her that night thru a text and actually wrote my feelings for her in a long paragraph

All she said was "damn, it's okay girl" bruhhh, then she said that she and her bf are actually gonna continue dating, I was like girl 😭😭, but they broke up a few days later, she looked really really depressed, I mean she told me that she's been depressed but I think this is the lowest of her depression

She told me that she's thinking of taking her own life multiple times now, I tried my best to comfort her, even now I'm not sure when she'll attempt, she promised she won't do anything until the 12th, but that was a lie because I found out she took a bunch of heart pills 2 days ago, im still glad she's here, I think our relationship is cool rn, I check up on her everyday online

I really regret how shy I was, because she told me that she actually had feeling for me too, but she wasn't completely sure I also had feelings for her and told me that she lost interest after I revealed my past crush to her, finding out about this made me both mad and sad at myself, I've spent the last few days daydreaming about what we could have been

Even tho they broke up, she's still going to his house to get comforted by him, I mean I think that's good for her if it's keeping her away from her suicidal thoughts, but she's also isolating herself from her other friends and solely being dependent on him, I think this is unhealthy, he won't ever give her what she wants, I told her this and asked to meet up so I could comfort her too, but she's refused that so she could meet her ex

Even if I can't be her romantic partner I still want to support her as a friend, I'm scared that she might die one day without telling me, im crying everyday in fear of losing her

\*\*TL;DR;\*\* : I accidently confessed to my crush when she was on the verge of breaking up with her bf, she rejected me, still somewhat good friends, crush broke up with her bf, now depressed and suicidal, I'm scared of losing her, I want to help but she's isolating herself and still going to her exes home despite breaking up, she also had feelings for me before she started talking with her now ex