gender troubles PLEASE HELP
so i’m a teen girl, i have many many years to figure out my gender i know but still i am very confused.
i’ve been questioning and thinking about my gender for years at this point switching from demigirl to nonbinary to genderfluid, demiboy, finally thought i found myself as a trans man (that lasted a little over a year), finally realizing i have no connection to men/manhood whatsoever, identifying as a demigirl again, and finally just not caring and going full girl.
i don’t have any dysphoria, i love myself and how i look and i do not mind being called a girl, i actually kinda like it. she/her pronouns feel great on me (they/them don’t do too much for me but i still like them and i LOVE these neos i found fae/faer). i feel connected to femininity and women a lot. deep in my core i am a woman and maybe it’s because i feel so strongly about feminism? but at the same time i feel outside of the binary. almost like my gender is “political” or more like a statement? if that makes sense? idk i thought maybe demi girl was right but that identity doesn’t really feel right for me. a nonbinary woman makes more sense and i’ve also been searching about being genderqueer. if anyone knows a gender identity that i could research that gives off what i’m talking about, or if i’m completely wrong about a gender i stated PLEASE help! <3
tldr: is there a gender that views “gender” as a social construct and doesnt believe in the binary but also is extremely connected to womanhood and feminity? (if so that’s me)