u/ABWoolls

I already looked up on the internet, but it's completely stupid. It has no straight answer. I'm not interested in paying to find out about myself. I just want to know if it is possible and if I can get a charge and not be aware I have one.

I have a bad reputation in for being short tempered and impulsive when my switch get flipped. Anyone who can relate, which I think we're all here for, knows it's shit being short tempered. If you keep the anger in it will be unleashed eventually on someone who has nothing to do with the source.

Keeping it in too long makes you irritated and depressed. So when ever I'm in a conversation and someone talks about that they are short tempered, I think to myself, you sound like a fucking idiot. If you really were, you would've known that it doesn't feel like something to be proud of.

I was in an altercation with two druggies who tried to break in at a local supermarket near me. The people who work there phoned me on a video call, showing me the perpetrators, and I recognized them cause we had run into each other in the past but nothing happened cause he ran away.

This time I saw a clear opportunity and I went for it. They were high AF. When I got there one charged me and I punched him then the other one, (clearly whatever they smoked made them think they are very strong). One saw he's not getting anywhere so he grabbed a beer bottle and broke it to stab me. But they didn't know I have a hidden axe in the store. They phoned police but they're always late, giving the criminals time to get away. To avoid doing paperwork for an arrest.

I took the axe and thought, today is the day I'm gonna f*** you up. They had me come out in the rain, I was wet, it's 20h30, and our police are useless, and thought he's gonna threaten me with a bottle. So I was pissed! I was enraged. As soon as the one saw the axe they ran to the open bar. There the customers tried to calm me down, took my axe and tried to neutralize the situation. They kept the axe, (f****rs). Afterwards I saw I have a broken finger from punching one of them. Beautiful, now I had to go for x-rays.

Next morning I went to the bar to get my axe, the SOAB bar lady said she gave it in to security, (what f'ing security!). Then later it was the "police". I told her I want proof it is handed in, cause these police of South Africa carry a badge as a license to steal and commit crime. I know if I don't have any proof that it's handed in, it's at someone's house.

So she asked for my name and surname, ID number, cellphone number, address, cause an officer is coming to hand me a letter. Now I hope it's all and not to appear in front of a judge. Then I'm screwed!

I stay in Springs, and we have a small shopping center with a shop, bottle store, pizza restaurant, and of course a bar. We have trash that hang around here cause of the bottle store and a park next to it.

The other night about two weeks ago. I was in a physical altercation cause there were two druggies hanging around and tried to pull the security gate out of the shop. The guys from the shop know me very well and they phoned me to call CPF cause it's been 15 minutes and the police isn't here yet. The crack heads knew who I was cause I had a run in with one of them before. So when I got there he ran off on me and tried to fight me.

But also because of his intoxicated state he couldn't do much, so he took his beer bottle and broke it to stab me with it. So I took an axe with a knife at the back, that I hide in the shop cause of the drunkards pulling knives and makeshift knives. I won't use it it's more of a scare tactic should problems get real. They ran to the bar when they saw the axe. Now the crackhead hooker of the owner(probably needs it for the long hours) took the axe off of me and everyone that time of night still at the bar thought I was gonna use it.

If people are on drugs they are gonna cause chaos if you leave them alone. So when I had it taken from me, I didn't care much cause they left long ago when police eventually got there. Next day when I went to fetch my axe the bar lady said it's handed in to security and then so called police. I told the woman who sleeps with the owner I want evidence it's handed in and not lying at someone's house.

This morning she asked for my details to give to the officer so I can get a letter that my weapon was confiscated and handed in. So I want to know, am I allowed to pull a weapon that can do similar damage. On the attacker? Or should I run away?

I had the most sex this past weekend than I ever had, and have red marks on my knob that looks similar to a rash or allergic reaction. It hurts when I pee almost like bladder infection when you pee and it feels like you're not done and have this burning sensation in the tube.

I've never had any STDs or STIs in my life, so I have no background in it. I have to add, I did go in mostly dry a few times where it took a while of thrusting to get completely in. I'm hoping it's either from thrust burn or from my knob's skin stretching too much due to going in dry. Has anyone else experienced it before, and if, what was the cause?

All my life I've been struggling with anger problems, it can be due to frontal lobe damage or medication that I use for Epilepsy and Bipolar, and chronic major depression. I have no idea where the source lies. But I really need help to control myself.

I'm not someone who hits holes in doors and stuff, I usually hit a wall or something I can't break I've broken a finger and cracked one before cause I need to channel the anger to physical pain when the adrenaline wears off my mind is on the pain not the anger. My pride also plays a big role in it, I'm not someone who can turn away if I'm in an altercation. I'll go for someone two times my size, even if I know he's gonna f'ck me up, as long as I get a shot in. I know it's stupid.

I was in a physical altercation two weeks ago where a crack head wanted to hit or stab me with a broken bottle, so I took my axe that I'm hiding in the shop where I usually spend a lot of my time. Cause of these druggies who hang around the park I always hide it cause of their makeshift knives and weapons they carry. If he didn't run away I probably would've axed him. My anger and pride is gonna end me up in prison one day. So I need to get it under control.

The jobs I've had so far were due to me not informing them I'm epileptic, I want to make some money before they find out even if it's only a week or two of employment. If I tell them upfront they won't hire me cause they say it's too dangerous. Anything and everything is dangerous to people when it comes to epilepsy and employment. You can work at a market packing vegetables, and they'll say it's too dangerous. It feels like I'll be sponging off of my family for the rest of my life.

Every time I try to have sex with my girlfriend, my head starts going to what if I'm not able to please her or get her to climax this time before I'm flaccid again. But the moment I'm on top of her, or any position, it goes down cause my head goes towards anxiety. It pisses me off! I can see the expression on her face as if it's saying, "I knew it was gonna happen". If I need to get rid of morning wood, I can just try to do it with my girl to get rid of it.

Now, I've never used anything before that can only be bought on the streets. But I don't know what's the use of keeping your husband if he can't even get as far as to give you children! And I hate myself for it. I sneakily tried to get erected while watching adult entertainment before getting with her, cause what if she thinks I don't find her attractive and that is the reason I'm getting erected. But it's more about seeing the act being done than it is seeing her doing it.

I've smoked weed once and it messed me up so bad, and had the brownies once but I was out of it for two days. I've tried Ativan, but it just made it more impossible than it already was. I tried stuff pharmacies have, but none of it works. I know she never cheated and hope she never will, but what does a woman do if she doesn't get it at home... I'm at the point where I'll try anything to do it with my girl, even if I can't remember it the next day, as long as I can satisfy her.