Please dont mind the maushold in 2nd image i didnt train it. It will have follow me, population bomb, super fang, protect.
Also 2nd image team will have unburden sneasler.
Only read orv season 1 before
I jus wanna cry so hard istg this all is true and I wasted 1.5hr and lost a somewhat valuable mon for a fkng bat. Ik mods gonna delete this quick. Bruh everything going wrong.
Currently in 11th. Till now in maths we have done till sequence and series, in physics till NLM, in chemistry till thermodynamics.
From tomorrow we'll start new chapters in all subjects. My maths teacher is goated, physics is also decent but chemistry is pure bs. Sitting in his chem class is a waste of 1 hour daily. He also doesnt let us make notes and even if we do he doesnt teach in sequence.
So for the backlog part, for chapters are I dont know anything about are thermodynamics and states of matter.
For physics I still have some understanding of all chapters but motion in 1d is bit weak and relative motion part of 2d.
For maths, only quadratic, sequence series, trig functions is backlog.
By backlog I mean for most chapters(except chem) I know the theory but not able to do jee mains module question. Pyq se to aur fatt ti hai.
I was good student in 10th (ab %age nhi bataunge nhi to log gaali denge but it was very very good) but 11th ne leli starting mein.
School mein I'm like one of the best students in class but in coaching I'm one of the worst lol😭
Current part test scores are around 120-130.
So should I ignore these past chapters for now and start to do upcoming chapters properly or do smth else.
Upcoming chapters, starting tomorrow:
Phy - Circular
Maths - Binomial
Chemistry - Equilibrium💔
I am willing to do anything
The ones which are not in champions are up for trade. If you want the darkrai then I would need 3:2 trading ratio
this was around the middle of 11th 😭
there was this girl in coaching who'd always smile whenever i walked in. she'd ask if i understood yesterday's physics class or if i finished the maths sheet. sometimes she'd save the seat next to her if nobody else was there. once she even brought an extra pen cuz she remembered i borrowed one the previous week.
i genuinely thought there was no way someone does all that unless they like u.
started overthinking everything. if she laughed at my dumb joke i'd think "yeah maybe." if she replied fast on whatsapp i'd stare at the chat for 10 mins before replying so i didnt look desperate 💀
i even started looking forward to coaching more than i should've.
then one day she posted an instagram story.
just a blurry mirror pic with some guy and a white heart.
didnt think much of it.
next story was a picture of their hands together with "finally ❤️"
my stomach genuinely dropped.
opened his profile like an idiot. saw months worth of comments from her. highlights together. mutual likes. they'd probably been talking the whole time while i was out here making theories because she remembered to bring me a pen 😭
went to coaching the next day hoping maybe i misunderstood.
first thing i heard before class even started was someone saying "bhai suna? she finally got a boyfriend."
she walked in smiling exactly the same as always.
asked if i finished the maths sheet.
i said yeah.
that was probably the shortest conversation we'd ever had.
realized nothing had changed for her.
the only thing that changed was the story i'd made up in my own head.
you're the one connecting dots that were never there 💔
this happened last year in jalandhar around model town side 😭
it was around 6 45 pm and it had just stopped raining. roads were still wet. i had gone to this tiny stationery shop near the market to get some notebooks. left my cycle outside without locking it cuz i was gonna be inside for like 2 mins max. the cycle was parked behind a tempu so i couldn't see it from inside the shop.
came out and it was gone
first i actually thought i forgot where i parked it. walked around the shop twice looking like an idiot. then the shopkeeper of the same godamn stantionery said that "wo cycle teri thi kya ek banda abhi leke gaya wo"
i just started running lol. wasnt even thinking. bag was bouncing around and my shoes were soaked already cuz every second step landed in those stupid puddles.
after a few mins i saw it near the red light before company bagh. same black hero ranger. same faded reflector hanging from one side. same sticker from class 8 that i never removed cuz it wouldnt come off properly.
the guy wasnt even rushing. he was just riding normally like it was his own.
i didnt shout chor or anything. just kept following till he slowed down because an auto and a milk van were blocking half the road.
walked up grabbed the handle and said bhai utar ye meri cycle hai.
Uski fatt gyiii lol😂😂
i said left brake rubs if u press it hard. bell doesnt ring properly it just makes a weird click sound. bottle holder has only one screw.
he laughed at first lol the audacity.
then i flipped the cycle over for a sec and showed him my initials scratched near the bottom bracket with a key. i did that years ago cuz my friend had the exact same cycle and we kept mixing them up 😭
he just went quiet for a few seconds then started saying his friend gave it to him.
by then people had already started staring. one uncle from a fruit rehri literally said "je teri aa ta lai ja"
i didnt wanna argue anymore. i just took the cycle and rode off. heard him abusing me from behind with the fruit wala but i didnt even look back.
been locking it ever since lol.