[Discussion] Six months sober after 20+ years of addiction. How do I stop being my own worst critic?
Since 2005, I’ve spent most of my life under the influence of alcohol and various substances. My biggest struggles were opiates, and more recently meth and fentanyl.
Today I have six months sober.
I’ve been tattooing since 2006, and for the first time I’m trying to put myself out there as the sober version of me. That’s exciting, but also terrifying.
The tattoo community can sometimes feel full of judgment and stigma, but if I’m being honest, I’m probably my own harshest critic.
I know I’m capable of doing better work than I’ve ever done because I’m finally clear-headed. I trust my Higher Power. It’s really my own insecurities that keep holding me back.
For anyone who’s rebuilt their life after addiction, how did you get past the fear of putting yourself out there again? What helped you believe in yourself?
Any advice, encouragement, or words of wisdom would mean a lot to me