Reddit is depressing (most of the times). What do you guys think..?
Ie sub lo idhe na 1st post...
So matter enti ante. I have been dealing with depression from last few months.
I have a perfect job, a good relationship, no friends, no direct family, (i dnt drink or smoke) and all the time in this world too.
But last few months ga I was feeling FOMO. Took subscription of every dating app (including pure, which is the worst possible thing I could have done).
Unna manchi relationship ni almost break cheskunna. Tried meeting new people (particularly F), did every chepa fucking thing I could do, to get attention from stranger women.
Oka point lo nidra mani 2 days dating apps, social media (including LinkedIn) scroll chestu women ki requests pampincha.
Recent ga na girlfriend (kind of ex now) tho oka 2 days spend chese chance dorikindi. Things really changed after that. Tanu ala vellipoindo ledho, I got a better job opportunity, I started seeing life in new way, I was occupied in few important things... Uninstalled all dating apps. Life is becoming better.
Ie roju free ayyi. So reddit ki vacha. And all I see is 2X M looking for a good connection bongu. Most of the men are desperate (including past me). And when I was reading those posts, I started feeling FOMO again.
I dnt want to fall on that trap again. Never gona sell myself to a woman for cheap attention. I am promising myself... next 6 months lo I will make myself produ.