I am 18 years old and my mother is going to die very soon, I need some help to relieve
I am turning 18 this month, I am a high school student. My mother has had cancer for 3 years. My mother first developed pancreatic cancer 2 years ago, she was treated with chemotherapy and the Whipple surgery. She was nurse and she couldn’t work because of cancer. This summer we learned that the cancer had spread to my mother's abdominal lining and surrounding organs and she started chemotherapy again. My mother's weight has dropped to 30 kilograms and she cannot move. Even the swallowing reflex is gone now. I am so sorry for her. My mother isn't responding to chemotherapy. She is dying. We are all very tired as a family. My mother won't live to see me go to university, she won't see me make her proud. I feel sad. When my mother isn't home, the house will feel like a hotel. Without my mother, I will also be financially strapped. I miss the old days with her. Even home cooked meals will remind me of my mother. I have many burdens on my shoulders at a young age. This is not end of the world I know but still I need some support. I need your words of encouragement❤️