u/AdGloomy1946

4-5 people in my class did this.

I am now thinking, if they had figured out the system they needed to pass the exam even before bachlors. All of them are passouts and most of them barely failed exams.

Maybe they felt study anxiety, could not focus, so they made this system to pass exams.

The mistakes i made, first, was when you hangout with people who only have backs. I know nobody wants backs, everyones have dreams goals and their own expectations.

Some had study anxiety like me, some had terrible migranes when they tired to study, some were constantly escaping from studying. This one person, failed 4-5 subjects every semester like me, but got 60 in physics back exam, but skipped all other exams. So, it really was not about the ability.

But, when you are in a group where most of them fail all or only pass 2 exams, it becomes your normal. and there nobody knows how to get of that loop.

Only when you ask your friends who have actually passed the exams, you will get a feeling of like passing can also be possible and its normal. Some will even teach you on how to study to pass.

That kinda worked for me. Cause in 6th sem i was in minor project group with such students. I started failing less subjects, suddenly passing felt not so hard or complicated. Studied 2-3 days for internal exams, started preparing old past qns, reading from correct resources, before i was buying useless insights, gave internal exams, and number of backs decreased.

The previous group had basically given up, some dropped out and some skipped classes.

But all went to hell after being batchout, no social circle, anxiety worn, exams won.

Movies like

Korean: Burning, Obsession, i saw the devil, the housemaid,

French: Manon of the spring, the beautiful troublemaker,

Thai: The green papaya

Japanese: Under your bed, the world of kanako, destruction babies

With actresses that made you think that gods made her with patience and care, a true work of art.

With nudes or sex scenes. Feel good movies to just relax in holidays.

Recenlty into turkish, iranian movies. older ones. They are chill, soft pace of stories, dont have nude scenes, but wholesome to watch.

1st sem- phy, applied, math 1, basic electrical

3rd sem- em, edc, math 3, ect, toc, oop

5th sem- instru 2, data com

This attempt these were these subjects i had prepared about 25 marks, but didnot give exam: math 1, math 3, toc, oop, instru 2, dat com

I am more confident in these, than other subjects.

So we might get about 2 months of time before shrawan batchout exams.

Most likely those exams will have 3 semesters (1,3,5) exams back to back like regular.

Which subjects do is choose? My goal is to reduce maximum number of backs.

I am gonna give at least a week for each subject and go to college library to study as soon as the regular classes start. Can't study anything in my room.

Also, i dont have 7th sem backs, so i might get a month to prepare for back exams.

2nd sem- math 2, thermo

4th sem- machine, nm

6th sem- economics

scared of machine. others feel doable. Like odd sem exams, except machine i had prepared 25 marks of each remaining back subjects, but didnot attempt the exam.

1st sem- phy, applied, math 1, basic electrical

2nd sem- math 2, thermo, drawing 2, basic electrical

3rd sem- panel

4th sem- micro, machine, nm, maths, dsa

5th sem- probabilty, instru 2, data com, coa

6th sem- economics, embedded, dbms

7th sem- comp network

8th sem- intranet

so, i had like 29 backs out of maybe 56 subjects, in 4 years, I passed 6 backs in 3 years of giving backs. The number was 23 when i was batchout. I am 76 batch, BCT.

Right now, i am on 17 backs total. So, theres a kind of pattern this time too, i passed 6 backs in 2 years.

Fucked up all the exams of this attempt, skipped most of the exams, even of subjects i had prepared 2-3 chapters before the exam. Even subjects with 10 day gaps like economics. Before i could study 2-3 days due to panic, but this time nope, just gave up, didnot touch a single book in 2 months of exams.

There's something seriously wrong with me. What were my parents even thinking allowing me to study engineering after the 4th semester, me passing just one or two exams every semester.

Might just have ADHD or anxiety like one of redditor brother said.

Its not laziness, its not carelessness, i did not neglect my future, i was not sitting there, not giving back exams even before 4 years. I was giving exams, and each time failing with 20 plus marks, which says not enough preparation. I cant count how many of these backs i have had 25 marks in the result. I gave same subjects 2-3 times to just pass.

I was never happy, exams stress is always there. All these years all i feel is anxiety, stress, shame, regret, helplessness and like somethings wrong inside me.

So, i was always the same, that why i have the same pattern of result even now.

please help