Im 18M I just connected the dots right now and figured out my older brother who is older by 10 years used to sexually harass me when i was around 8-12 i cant remember much, im really not so comfortable talking about it but the way i found out was cuz of porn and some fetish which i wanted to look back and see where it originated from and then i kept connecting the dots and i told all the weird stories i had with my brother to Grok and it said that I was sexually abused, I know asking AI isnt best ... but.. it just makes me feel lost when i think about it.. its like... i cant distinguish good from bad anymore so i had to tell the story to anyone even if it was an AI.. idk if i belong here but...I felt.. destroyed when I realized it.. maybe all this time... that wasnt normal, it explains lots of things actually... anyways Im happy to find this subreddit.. not because im happy that people experienced things close to what I experienced but its just ... that I feel.. included, I feel heard.. that there are lots of innocent people like me... Hey guys that wasnt any of you's faults... try to forgive yourself and heal ... im saying this for me and for you all
So basically I heard that the only scholarships Poland gives is for EU citizens and students who completed first year of university in Poland, Is there a way for me (Egyptian) to get a scholarship for a university? or is this near impossible? Master's scholarship btw.
Hello im an Egyptian student I want to master in Data Science in Armenia, I want to know how much will this cost and can I study it in English? and are there any tips in general?
it keeps loading for too long and no one joins so i cancel it, ive never even played multiplayer till now is that normal?
Well Im mainly an existentialist but I kind of kept navigating between (Existenalism, Absurdim , Stoicism and Nihilism).. lately Im more interested in Stoicism, Machivillianism and philosophy of Buddha, I know all these are basically like opposite to eachother... so basically Im abit concerned that my mindset keeps changing from a philosophy to another.. Im more interested in Machiavellinism than the others but.. If I view everything as bad eventually it WILL turn bad because of placebo effect.. idk im kinda lost , any recommendations?