u/Aggressive-Novel3274

Hello everyone!

I recently started my first job at a big company. Things are... going well so far. Perfect location since hindi naman malayo, hybrid setup, great pay, a chill workplace environment, all of that.

The hiring process was rather quick. Sent in an application in March, and by the end of the month, I got a job offer. In the month before starting, I prepared all my documents and all. And then I officially started ny first day about 1-2 weeks ago.

Yet right now, I literally feel like I'm an idiot 💀 It's been the first two weeks, and yet I somehow managed to:

• Forget my ID at home and had to borrow a temporary one
• Forget to log in my time-out
• Go on the wrong floor
• Forget my phone charger at my desk

If I'm already making these kinds of mistakes, what more kung mahahandle ng cases at iba pa? Huhuhuhuhu, hindi pa nawawala yung first-week jitters. Tsaka tendency na forgetful ako, merong moments na ganun.

Just this week, I was shadowing with a more experienced co-worker to learn about the company's internal software, and while may general idea naman kung paano i-operate, there are a lot of steps involved, so I'm worried about accidentally forgetting something and making a mistake.

My senior co-workers on the team are very patient and chill, naman. They helped me set up my work laptop, kaahit may maraming mga isyu. But even then, I'm worried about asking questions because they already have their own responsibilities and tasks, so feeling ko I might be burdening them unnecessarily.

They say that normal naman yung feeling, pero idk man. It's a great company, and my co-workers are great to have. I'm definitely not leaving anytime soon. I want to do good, but at the same time, I keep wondering if I'll be able to get to a point where I'll think of it as something normal na lang.