u/Agreeable-Peace-7188

HAIII!! so im a casper yumeshipper (a date with death) and i am really oka when people simp or say things like "hes so hot" n stuff but i have had issues with feeling really uncomfy with other yumes shipping themselves with him. I also yume with zhongli and I am just curious what are your guyses tips on how to become ok with doubles/ others who yume and are nonsharing with ur f/o? I just feel really upset that if I yume with casper, I get protective bbut then also I feel upset when others are nonsharing?????? UGHH I HOPE THIS MAKES SINCE ITS 4 AM!!! plz let me know ur tips!!! <3333

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tysm everyone!!! I am so happy for all the kind comments and I will take them all into consideration!! you all are such a big help tysm!! <333

I am 18 fem, going to college. All my "friends" dropped me due to my personality disorders, bpd, adhd, and severe anxiety/ paranoia. They were bullies. I wont get into it. But rn im sort of stuck. I love being alone and hated being around those people but the only people who I could talk to that are like me are on d!scord. I cannot go back on that app. I always end up in drama and cannot stand it. I think i just need tips on how to not feel like i need revenge because their parents already threatened the cops on me. They all think I am a bad person when all I needed was support that they refused to give me because either I asked too much if they hated me which no surprise they all secretly did. besides one girl who isnt really in contact after graduation. I dont know if I want friends, I dont know how to stop feeling like I need to get more revenge. I hate feeling like this, i have dreams about them, i keep thinkinf about them and I am medicated on a SSRI. any tips? im in therapy and have tried to get back into things that make me happy.