I'm a waste of space and no one will ever want me for me, but then again I don't deserve it.

I'm a waste of space and no one will ever want me for me, but then again I don't deserve it.

Lost a friendship of 7 years due to bringing up the fact that I wish people did things with me, and that person took it as an argument, saying that "we argue the smallest things" even though I always just saw those as serious conversations that should be had. My friends say they were terrible for me yet all I can think of is how much I want them to crawl back and understand how much they'd hurt me even though I kept trying for us, which in turn makes me feel like a disgusting asshole. It's not like anyone will read this or care anyway. Shitty ice cream with agave syrup and sprinkles.

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 days ago

Can someone help me with her big ears? I don't wanna shrink them in paint :(

Hello! I also posted this on another sub also but I thought I'd get more answers here! My mii's really long ears wouldn't work in face paint so I'm wondering if there's an accessory I can try OR some kind of workaround (like how people use shades and stuff, although I doubt it)

many thanks :)

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 6 days ago

Can someone help me give this diva her long ears?

Hello! I decided to make my beloved Nadia fortune today but unfortunately there wasn't enough space in the face paint canvas for her really long ears :( Are there any accessories or workarounds I could use? Thanks in advance!

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 6 days ago

I made an artstation account and it's making me anxious

Hey everyone! I honestly wanna know if others go through this and I'm seeking guidance to combat my situation. I've been doing art for a long, long time and made an artstation account due to college (my major is art related). Still, I feel worried and anxious about posting, as I tend to be my own harshest critic (ESPECIALLY after looking at the gorgeous masterpieces others create). I think I have an issue with handling the spotlight yet still wanting praise for my art, despite not seeing my growth myself.

How does one get over this? How do you turn others' art, which seems like an unreachable goal, into motivation to practice and get better? I feel like I've forgotten how to do proper art studies and it's been messing with my art a lot. Appreciate any and all input! (please be gentle, though)

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u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 2 months ago

How do I make this dude crustier

Still a wip but HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE A GREASY, SWEATY MAN!!! If you've got any advice for the textures I'd appreciate it :3

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago

I feel genuinely worthless

I offer nothing to society. Went into game art and animation and most of my peers are far more impressive so I'll never break into the industry plus my dream company uses AI anyway so what's the fucking point if I'm expendable?

I have no skills whatsoever, nothing ever goes right in my life and I fucking hate myself so much that it's suffocating, I always have. My friends claim to love me yet never really go out of their way to hang out with me or anything but if I were them I wouldn't want to hang out with me either. There's something to cry about every single day.

I thought this would be my year where I'd finally bid highschool adieu and have the motivation to actually work on things and get a super impressive degree but I'm just a worthless, ugly, talentless, piece of shit whose brain capacity is that of a walnut and can hence not fucking learn anything. I just wanna be held in love, to be worth something, to MEAN something. I'll never even have a first kiss and my sister manages to get into med school and score herself an amazing relationship that's already going strong (I'm happy for her, don't get me wrong, but it still makes me sad which makes me feel worse cause she deserves the best). I'm the worst thing that's ever happened to this world.

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago

fucking hate the fact that people can freely complain and bitch and moan about whatever but whenever I do it in sensitive and don't have the fucking right

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago

I fucking hate teeth.

Don't take care of them and they'll rot. DO take care of them and they'll rot. People will blame your hygiene for it as well. Yeah, I've been depressed but I've had tooth trouble since the dawn of time because some of us have SHITTY GENETICS (including acid reflux! Worst of both worlds!) and have to pay a shitton of medical bills. I know a guy who consistently doesn't wash his teeth and hasn't had an issue regarding it in his life meanwhile I'll go ONE fucking night without brushing (because lord forbid I don't have the energy to even get out of bed) and bam, fucking cavity. Teeth genuinely make me want to tear my jaw out.

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago

I hate when people post their very obviously goonbait characters in SFW art subreddits (tagged nsfw just in case)

People will probably call me a prude or puritan but that's not true at all. I do enjoy fan service if it's done right/tastefully (some of my favourite games of all time are Bayonetta and skullgirls). My issue is that there's a PLACE and a TIME for that kind of thing. It boils down to consent. If exposing unwilling participants to your kinks is unethical what makes posting a fetish character in a place with a "No NSFW" rule any different? There's other spaces for that or at the very least tagging a post as nsfw. Not everyone is going to want to see that shit.

People will say you can't handle "normal human anatomy" too while it's usually a gross exaggeration thereof and nothing else, no nuance. No substance.

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago

Fairly certain that my friends don't like me

They CLAIM to love me but never really go out with me or even invite me to discord game nights or talk to me at all in college (other than a hello) unless I'm the one who initiates or even text me. I'm so exhausted. I grew up being a weird kid that other kids in my neighborhood and school purposely bullied and consistently made cry on purpose for a quick laugh. I've had some lifelong friends (like 8 years) but they're doing their own thing now, far away and it feels like my new ones don't want me. I just want to be loved. I'm so exhausted.

I have some friends that I don't feel this way about but we don't hang out much and they have better friends anyway.

Nutella and cheese. Eating like a neglected dog cause I feel like a neglected dog.

u/AgreeableIdea6210 — 3 months ago