
I'm a waste of space and no one will ever want me for me, but then again I don't deserve it.
Lost a friendship of 7 years due to bringing up the fact that I wish people did things with me, and that person took it as an argument, saying that "we argue the smallest things" even though I always just saw those as serious conversations that should be had. My friends say they were terrible for me yet all I can think of is how much I want them to crawl back and understand how much they'd hurt me even though I kept trying for us, which in turn makes me feel like a disgusting asshole. It's not like anyone will read this or care anyway. Shitty ice cream with agave syrup and sprinkles.